An Extra Leaf

Max Turns Seven

2012-02-04T10:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Max!!!

Max turns seven tomorrow (Sunday).

I almost can't believe it myself. He in many ways is still such a little peanut of a boy. Still wears a 4T and size 8 shoe, but despite his tiny frame - he has made BIG strides in his development since his last birthday.

This boy is very smart! He mimics easily and that makes learning signs enjoyable and fairly fast. This helps so much in trying to communicate with him. I hope that soon he will start signing without prompting, letting us know what he needs or wants on his own.

He has also started to try and vocalize a bit more. Not only does he mimic signs, but if you slow your speech and make it obvious that you desire for him to try and repeat what you say, he will TRY!!! This is a huge improvement from where he was last year.

We look forward to celebrating his birthday tomorrow in a very low key fashion. We will pack along cupcakes for Max to take along to Sunday school (don't worry moms, they are white with white frosting!!! lol) and on the way home we will pick up Max's all time favorite treat ... french fries. Presents and cake will await us at home, and don't worry - pictures will be taken!

Last year as we celebrated Max's birthday I couldn't help but think of two things: one being his biological mother. I don't know very much about her - other than she did keep Max for nearly a year and a half before she took him to the orphanage. (This is very uncommon in Eastern Europe) I am grateful that he did have that time with her, and no doubt was loved and invested in. I can only assume that perhaps his struggle with pneumonias or a late diagnosis of Down syndrome is what led her to forfeiting her parental rights to him. Regardless, while we celebrate his birthday I can't help but think that this day is a painful reminder to her. It is my sincere prayer that she finds peace that Christ can offer.

My second thought lingers briefly over the "what ifs". If Max had never been adopted, he would at this very moment in time, be in a mental institution due to his age. Locked away for the rest of his life, simply because he has an extra chromosome. His particular orphanage only keeps a child until they are six, at which time they are transferred to an insane asylum (the locals call it that). I can't help but feel complete gratitude to our Lord for allowing us to fall in love with Max's picture and allow a burden to root that would be the catalyst in flying half way around the world to discover our new son. Max no longer is one that has to dread impending birthdays, but celebrate as children should.

Max is amazing. He is such a joy, loves to laugh and giggle. He is easy going and learns pretty quickly. He is one handsome little dude and it is not uncommon for him to draw attention because of his unavoidable cuteness.

Max, we love you so very much. Happy birthday my little Maxi pants!

It Happened

2012-01-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

It happened. I knew it would ... someday. I knew it ... but nonetheless, I was not expecting it at that moment, and it hurt.

This last Monday Ivanna had an appointment with our wonderful pediatric ophthalmologist in our area, and so she and I were sitting in the waiting area. No big deal. However, we have taken to the routine of no longer giving her naps, so that she will sleep through the nights. Trade off? She gets a little squirmy in the afternoon, especially in public places. When she is tired, she tends to make more noises, fidget and just act a bit restless in general. To me? Just Ivanna. To my other kids ... just Ivanna. But ... to others ... a little different.

There were three other little girls in the waiting area with their parents. While I struggled to keep Ivanna calm and reassure her by rubbing her hands, etc. - I noticed that these sweet little girls were not playing in the play area, or reading books, or giggling or talking to one another. They squarely had their eyes locked on Ivanna. So much so that their Mother sort of gently tried to divert their attention ... with no luck.

What these little girls were doing was NORMAL, it was fine, it should not have bothered me. To them ... Ivanna was different, acting differently, looked different. I even had a moment of sympathy as the Mother who was red faced, tried to scoot their stares away from my little girl. I felt her embarrassment, I have been there before.

I blame pregnancy ... hormones ... lack of sleep ... whatever. But at that very moment I fought my tears. I swallowed hard as I kissed Ivanna's cheek. Why? Why was that so hard for me. It's normal. I have even expected it, and really those little girls were doing nothing derogatory. They were just curious.

I have thought about that moment off and on this week. I don't typically get emotional about things like that ... and like I said, it could be that perhaps I am a little sensitive lately. However, I can't help but draw a parallel.

Retard.

That word. Never has it really bothered me. Mostly because I think the general population uses it so flippantly. So mindlessly. Not intending to hurt one particular group of people. Even after giving birth to Justus, people would slip and use that word in front of me, then catch themselves and apologize - but I really wasn't hurt by the word. Perhaps I even felt sorry for their juvenile expression as sounding inept, but never did it hurt my feelings.

But now ... I think of that moment in the waiting area. Those little girls intended nothing by their stares, and thankfully my sweet Ivanna was completely oblivious to the fact that she was drawing such attention. But still ... it hurt. It was an awful feeling to be confronted that yes, my daughter - and Justus and Max are different. Different to the point of sometimes being a spectacle. Different in the sense that they may not always act how others deem appropriate, and this will cause reactions. Different as deemed by others NEGATIVELY. Not different as I have come to celebrate it ... beautiful, joyful, full of spirit, unique, strong, so full of love.

So ... what if?

What if Ivanna had caught the glimmer of their curiosity? What if when Justus is older he overhears someone saying retard? What if Max questions why that word is used to define people (and him) in a derogatory fashion? What then?

I trust God will give our family the ability to graciously deal with those feelings and questions if and when they present themselves. However, I also know the hurt I felt on Monday in that waiting area. I realized the impact of a simple stare. I truly pray that my children don't endure hurt hearts simply because they exhibit different traits or behaviors. More than that ... I do believe now that God sort of opened my heart to the realization that I may need to gently remind those in our midst that the word 'retard' is just unnecessary. Now while my children are young, is a perfect time to learn that lesson.

Words do matter.

I'm also grateful God does things like opens your eyes through small little situations. Opens your heart through circumstances. All so you can learn and become better at what you do. For me, it's being mindful of how those stares or that word could impact my child.

Thanks for visiting. Please excuse the post dripping with emotion. ;)

Talent and Victories Abound

2012-01-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

Max has just recently shown us his talented dancing. Here he is dancing as Isaac plays the piano. Cute stuff. Try not to fall out of your chair from such cuteness ...

These next set of pictures show another HUGE accomplishment in the Browning house! Justus is now a walker!!!

So very proud of himself!

Yay!!! Big boy!!!! I can't express how proud I am of you sweet Justus!

*just a question thrown out there to you fellow bloggers ... what is the easiest way to post a video from your iPhone?

Burdened to pray

2012-01-07T21:31:00.000-08:00

I will admit that when we first arrived home last year with Max and Ivanna, viewing the the faces and images of children still in the many countries awaiting families was ... hard. I truly did not have it in me ... and being so busy I would often avoid clicking on links, or visiting the Reece's Rainbow site. Not because I didn't care ... but because my heart literally aches so heavily in my chest - that at times I feel as though it will burst.

You see, I have come to a realization that my family and I are limited in our abilities. Yes, we have welcomed and adopted Max and Ivanna into our homes, thus also saving them from a dire fate ... but we, unlike our heavenly father are unable to save every darling soul whose images are sometimes so difficult to turn away from on my computer screen.

Why the hurt, after all we brought home two precious children?

I know that behind each "image" is a real and hurting child. I know that there are places within our world that these children reside in that do not offer the care they need. I look at Justus, or Max, or Ivanna and I see joy, love, and accomplishments. I know this is not what these children listed are experiencing. I have seen it, smelled it, and experienced what their day must be like.

I can't help it. I feel helpless and wimpy at times. I feel as though we have not done enough.

That is when I do all that I know how to do. I pray. I pray for each set of almond shaped eyes, each little round nose, each child to have adequate care, to experience joy, and to experience the love of our Father through gaining a family.

Tonight I am especially burdened. Over one particular region. Region 16 as listed on the Reece's Rainbow site.

Look at these faces ... and be burdened.

I think of Ekaterina. Beautiful baby girl. But ...

... that picture was taken long ago. This is her now. This is what having no family, no investment, and residing no doubt - in her crib have gotten her. My heart breaks ...

I think of Nathan. Robust, chubby, just like a baby should be. But ...

... again that picture above was taken years ago. No longer robust. No longer chubby. Eyes darkened with circles, and propped against his crib as if it is his jail cell.

My heart breaks ... again.

And then I see these faces. Beautiful. Still healthy looking. But all in the same region. Doomed to the same fate.

Pray.

Pray that these children along with Ekaterina and Nathan will be rescued. REDEEMED.

Pray for Dimitry

Pray for Brock.

(look, look at his smile - may it not be hidden away until it is lost)

Pray for the other children in Region 16. Pray for ALL the faces you skim through that await families. Be burdened and pray.

You can click here to visit Region 16.

I may be limited. But God is not, for He is able ...

2011 In Pictures

2011-12-31T08:50:00.000-08:00

Whew! What a year. What a post! I will warn you that this post is picture HEAVY. I just couldn't pass some of them up. I sort of cheated as I went back into December 2010 for a few of these first photos. I just felt it told the story of Max and Ivanna a bit better. Just take a moment and rejoice with me as you witness through these images of just how greatly God has worked especially in little Ivanna this past year. She no longer is a weak little 20 pound five year old. Nope. She is a strong, walking, super heavy 37 pound six year old now! She also no longer has to have a spoon tied to her wrist with a hair scrunchy. Nope. She holds it and can feed herself!

God has done great things.

2011 was so full of different happenings. Some were great and wonderful times of rejoicing ... like Ivanna's milestones. Some were periods of self contemplation as we all adjusted to this wonderful journey of adoption. Some were just plain difficult and full of heartache as we said good - bye to my Dad, as he passed away very unexpectedly and most assuredly is missed.

But ... still ... God has done great and mighty things.

Happy New Year. May it be one that you will draw closer unto Christ!

*Most of these will not have explanations ... more like a photo journalling. Enjoy! *

First steps to walking

Random ... ness

2011-12-26T22:02:00.000-08:00

Okay. So I admit. I have been having issues keeping you all in the loop. Why? Well, I'd like to blame the efforts of having to learn a new computer, or the insanely hectic schedule of craziness around here, or perhaps the illnesses that have been hitting us, maybe I could even blame the holiday season with all it's busyness.

But ... really ... I could find time. I really enjoy blogging, and enjoy the comments and support as well. So ... I am going to endeavor to be better.

So ... here is a bit of randomness for you. I sincerely hope you had a blessed Christmas Day. We did, as we celebrated the birth of our Saviour - and witnessed all of our children's faces light up as they came running down our stairs. All, with the exception of Max - who had been up the night before with croup. BUT ... we awoke him, and he soon rallied and worked up some excitement.

Enjoy the pictures.

This was a picture of Justus and his spankin' new glasses. He loved them ... for about five minutes. It is now a constant fight to keep them on ... sigh. They are too cute for words on his adorable little face. Makes his kissable cheeks absolutely irresistible.

This picture above is a bit of a treasure to me. It is a baby picture of Ivanna. Scratch that. It is THE baby picture of Ivanna. The one. The only. I keep it in my wallet. When we first brought her home, things were a big adjustment, and it helped me immensely to pull this out and gaze upon her little face - remembering the environment from where she came. I had since sort of forgot about it, until a few weeks ago - when I was cleaning out my purse and wallet - and lo and behold. I pulled it out and simply stared. This is my sweet little girl when she was a baby. I don't know the occasion of the photo, who dressed her, why they did so, or how she felt getting her picture done. This was way before she was eligible for international adoption, so I can't assume it was for a photo listing, but perhaps it was for a local photo listing in Ukraine. This is sometimes one of the more difficult things in adoption ... never knowing such details. That's okay. I have this picture. And I am grateful for it!

Okay. Random, I know. This is our Christmas tree this year. Pretty and calming.

Justus was especially liking the tree lights!

Ivanna stopped to look as well.

Ivanna's first snow. Eating it from Daddy's hands. I'm sure the orphanage would freak out if they saw her in this picture! Lol.

We took the kids up to the mountains to play in the snow. I have to admit, I was a bit apprehensive about the whole packing up snow gear, getting kids dressed, getting cold kids undressed ... process for eight kids. BUT ... it was FANTASTIC. No, really. We just packed each child's stuff (snow gear, change of clothes, etc.) in their own bag (ok I admit, garbage bags with names on them) and off we went. Made it SO much easier.

If we stayed home with the excuse that having a large family was just too much work to do anything or go anywhere ... what fun would that be? How boring. I am so glad that my sweet husband has the desire and vision to keep us an active, serving, and fellowshipping family ... even when it may be work. ;)

Justus in the snow! His first time!

Max in the snow. Also eating it, and after Daddy showed him how ... the boy wouldn't stop chowing down on the stuff.

Ivanna wasn't too impressed by the cold white stuff, but she was a good sport.

This year, I made Christmas dresses for each of my girls. SO MUCH FUN! This is Ivanna in hers.

All three girls in their dresses. We got Ellie a sewing machine (kid's machine) for Christmas this year. She is SO excited to learn to sew. Her first desire ... to sew a blanket for her sister Chloe's doll as a gift. What a super sweetheart!

I plan on posting a year in review for New Year's.

Have a great day, and thanks for stopping by.

Merry Christmas All

2011-12-13T08:39:00.000-08:00

I just posted a link below to our Christmas card because if you do, Shutterfly gives you a discount on your next order - and well, if you know me, you KNOW I love a good discount. But, I decided I would quickly throw up a real picture. My good friend, Jenny Savage came over with her family and was able to get a few good images. We opted to stay inside this time because it is really cold outside. I think she did a fantastic job, as she typically does. THANK YOU JENNY! ;)

I hope to post more later when I don't have a gazillion things on my to do list. But ... real quick ... everyone is doing well. We recently went to the cardiologist for all three littles. Max and Ivanna still have very small PFO's (upper chamber holes) in their hearts - which really are of no real concern and should continue to close. Ivanna's VSD (bigger lower chamber hole) has closed even a bit more since being home. Justus has smaller arterial pulmonary valves than desired, but the thought is that we will do a cath procedure later. He also has a small PFO.

Ivanna now outweighs Max and weighs in at 37 pounds. That is a 17 pound gain in one year! Max weighs 35 pounds and that is a 13 pound gain for him!

Ivanna no longer has a cast, but is now relearning to walk, and is quite stubborn about it. After all, who wouldn't want to be carted around rather than walk? I just can't lug her like I used to, especially since I am now fast approaching my third trimester.

Oh! That reminds me! We are having a BOY! We will be naming him Christian Lee Browning. Lee is after my father who just passed away in June, his name was Bruce Lee.

I count it an honor naming a child after him, and am grateful for the opportunity. Christian will be born just 10 months after my father's passing.

God is better than good!

The rest of us are doing well. We continue to find ourselves busy with day to day happenings. School, piano lessons, fellowshipping with friends and family, outings to the snow, etc etc.

I hope to post more pictures soon. Have a blessed DAY!!!

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-13T08:17:00.001-08:00

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Slack Blogging

2011-11-07T07:07:00.001-08:00

So, to start you off - here is a super cute picture of three of my super cute kids just prior to heading off for church this Sunday. Yes, you see new glasses on Justus. A shout out to Gretchen for suggesting Miraflex frames! They are the best for him. INDESTRUCTIBLE! That's what my little mess maker needs. I like Specs4Us ... but not for the littlest of littles. They are just too easy to bend, break and destroy. Besides, these glasses look way cute - in my humble opinion.

A side shot of Ivanna. Why? BECAUSE CHECK OUT HER HAIR!!! It's long! No longer shorn and shaved with that orphanage couture hair cut! She has hair enough for pigtails and pretties!

She's not too thrilled in this picture. I had just brushed and "done" her hair. She DESPISES me doing her hair. I think it is just a stimulation overload for her. Think about it. With a shaved head in the orphanage, how often did this girl feel the bristles of a brush on her scalp???

Chloe is my little mama hen. Sometimes too mama if you know what I mean. She is continually all over Max and Ivanna making sure they are ok and "helping" them. Gotta love her!

Yes. SIGH. Pink cast. Ivanna climbed out of her crib last Saturday and received a small buckle fracture on her right tibia as a result. She needs this cast on for three weeks and seems to be doing well with it. Poor baby.

Mom's phone is ultra cool in this house. Seems to be a favorite amongst the kidlets.

Pumpkin Patch pic

Went down a slide at the Hay Maze

Two littles strapped in and chillin'

Max checking out the chickens on the Pumpkin Patch Farm

Max and Ethan

I love that Max has a bunch of brothers and sisters to invest in him, as well as a Mommy and Daddy. I love this picture and the time my eldest son takes with him. Getting Max outside and walking on the uneven ground is good for him to help with his walking - which can still be a little unsure at times when presented with an uneven or bumpy platform.

Max LOVES BALLOONS!

Ivanna loves being loved!

Max's first county fair!

Well, life has been really crazy here and I am not even sure where to begin. I have meant to post pics and a blurb sooner but - life happens and then it's off to managing other more important things.

We all had a great time at the Puget Sound Buddy Walk in Seattle this year. Our family was given the opportunity to share our adoption story and how God truly called and worked in our life through this process. It was good for me to revisit that "story" and remember the workings of God through that process and how He continues to work as we close in on having Max and Ivanna home for a year! (I know ... can you believe it ... a year!!!)

I always love going to the Buddy Walk. It is great to be inspired and help encourage others who may just be beginning this journey of Down syndrome. I was truly touched as I saw babies, children, young and old adults with Ds living a beautiful and love filled life full of accomplishments and victories. It was a good time for all, and of course - a beautiful, crisp fall day in Seattle Washington - quite possibly one of the prettiest cities in the USA. ;)

All three of our littles have had a ton of medical appointments etc. We are really working hard to get all of the things done this year that we can for multiple reasons. It is at times so so so daunting. I do get tired of therapy sessions and medical appointments and really am looking forward to a break from it all.

Max and Ivanna had their adenoids removed and ear tubes placed. All went well with that and now we are hopeful that with being able to hear better, that Max will become verbal. The next day after surgery Ivanna became brave and decided to crawl out of her crib - and so doing broke her little leg. She is now sporting a bright pink cast for the next three weeks. Sigh. I really hope she doesn't keep that up. She is NOT ready for a toddler bed.

Max and Ivanna are doing fantastic. I'm so thankful for how they have adjusted. I think the hardest adjustment was for the rest of us ... lol. I am thinking of composing a post on the adjustments a family can go through AFTER you get those little ones home. It's important to address those things - not to discourage - but to help count the cost and be prepared. That post will come later.

For now - we are preparing for my most favorite time of year - the HOLIDAYS! I am already plotting and planning - and preparing menus in my mind. I love the cool mornings and hot coffee. I love the Christmas movies and music. I love Thanksgiving football games and pigging out. I love the spirit of the holidays - family and friends and thankfulness for the many blessings.

May you enjoy the days ahead - and count your blessings. EVERYONE has blessings in their life they can be grateful for.

Thanks for hanging in there and not giving up on my lack of posts. I know it's been too long friend. Hope to see ya back to visit!

Sweet Moments

2011-09-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

Can there be a sweeter picture?

Ivanna pants and her Daddy. Love it.

Kissable Cheeks

Huggable and snugly. Max wants in on the action.

He settled for wrestling with Daddy's legs.

Ivanna giving us the scrunch face after I rescued her glasses and put them back on her little face.

Max. Mesmerized by his "Max Pillow". He loves the tassels.

Ohhhhhhh ... kissable lips!!!!

Both Max and Ivanna have now been home for over nine months. In that time Ivanna has gained ELEVEN POUNDS!!! Crazy right? But get this... she has grown ... SIX INCHES!!! That's half a foot!! No wonder all her dresses seem to have shrunk! Max has grown a total of three inches and has gained NINE POUNDS!

~ my little piggies ~

Both little ones are coming up on a surgery to remove adenoids and put tubes in their ears (as are my other children Justus and Ethan - yup ... four kiddos!!)

I'm super excited about this because this means that Ivanna will have an easier time breathing at night, and a big possibility that she won't wake up every morning with boogie crusties on her mouth (yes ... gross gross gross) We had been told in the orphanage that there had been some sort of surgery performed on her nose to try and correct her constant runny nose. They said it didn't work. We were never told what surgery. Our doctor seems to think they may have performed an adenoid removal blindly, without actually looking where they were scraping, thus leaving some behind. He won't know for sure until he is in there ... but thankfully, he will be looking!! ;)

Max also will have the same procedures done. I am elated for him as this means that he will be able to HEAR better. His hearing is SHOT! He has so much fluid in his ears. So, the doctor is hopeful that his hearing will come back full force ... and then ... it is quite possible ... that Max will ... START TALKING!!!!!!

~ I know ... elation!! ~

Can you imagine?? This will change his whole world!!!

Ours too!

He already has been striving to mimic our sounds when we pray with him. But, we have to speak loudly and very close to his ears.

I'm super ... super ... super EXCITED!!!

These procedures will take place next month. Prayers are welcomed!!

Picture Smattering

2011-08-30T22:18:00.000-07:00

To make up for the last two pictureless posts, a smattering of pictures.

Life in the Browning home has been a bit rough for Mom lately. With the new pregnancy has come that terrible bout of morning ... ahem ... all day sickness. It has been hard to manage this time around for various reasons. I am praying for relief and to be able to once again have the energy to keep up. My sweet husband and children have been wonderful and so kind through this. I love them to pieces.

We have treated once again for H. Pylori and we are probably going to call it good. I have now spoken to a couple of doctors, one who specializes in this sort of thing, and they have both said that H.Pylori is so common, yet most probably do not realize they have it and blame ulcers on stress, etc. He said that he would not continue to chase after it if it were him.

Ivanna and Max and a couple of other kiddos have ENT appointments next week, for possible tubes. Justus needs glasses, and I am going to hunt some "Miraflex" frames down for him - no luck so far. I do have the Specs4Us for Max and Ivanna, and they are ok ... but I think the Miraflex will serve better for Justus' age.

Both children (Max and Ivanna) look as if they have AAI ... the instability in their necks. So ... we are now careful with play.

Ivanna's eyes have started to drift inward again, and we are anxious for her next eye appointment. Surgery will more than likely be discussed.

Ok ... I did it!!! I updated this blog. Now it's time for bed! Good night all, and thank you for your sweet words. They uplift when the uplifting is much needed.

Think on These Things

2011-08-15T11:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry, no pics again. I know ... blogger fail.

Well, I sit here and have pondered all morning. Events. Events of the past year, the past few months and weeks. Swirling thoughts and emotions (ooohhh the emotions of a pregnant lady!!) within me.

I have often been accused of being a sort of super woman. Many times someone will declare upon learning of our family's dynamic that they have no clue as to how I do it. Well, the truth is ... I don't.

There is nothing in me that is good. I struggle with the same sorts of struggles that everyone else does. That means that I have the same selfish desires, the same short fuses, the same grouchy moments and the same disorganized messes. In short - there is nothing special in me ... except Christ. He is the difference between me and giving in to those desires, fuses and grouchy moments. I don't always follow His prompting, and when that happens - well, it winds up being failure.

Why do I blog this?

For this reason:

Do I always feel like getting up in the morning and going through the day with the many snotty noses, eating regiments, and many many needs? Do I always feel like trusting God with my day, my choices, my children and the many other things I know I should? Do I always have the best of attitudes? Am I always the picture of positive thinking and optimistic approaches?

The resounding answer is ... NO. Period. Exclamation point. NO.

Today. Today has been rough. And it isn't even 11:30 am. My mind is swirling with thoughts, emotions run rampant in my heart. Babies are fussy from travelling this weekend. Little girls are testing the boundaries, and the boys are also worn out from travels, and I am feeling that "new pregnant" sick. Really, today isn't any different than many other days I have had recently-or have experienced prior. I really think that it is my outlook that is different. My reaction to those thoughts and emotions swirling. I'm letting them grip me. Not good.

The truth is - I have a choice. I can choose to allow myself to be gripped and pulled down - or I can choose to find the sweetness in my day, to push past those things I could dwell on - and grab ahold of those things that Christ would have me meditate upon.

phillipians 4:8

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

1. whatsoever things are true: my family is healthy, my coffeepot is full, and my Lord reigns

2. whatsoever things are just: God's word in my life is always true, and always right - I can lean on that and know it will direct my path

3.whatsoever things are pure: I know the promises God has laid before me regarding the choices in my life - and I know those are pure and hold promises for me and my family.

4. whatsoever things are lovely: my children. My husband. My Saviour. All are lovely to me.

5. whatsoever things are of good report: Missionary friends seeing souls come to Christ, Ivanna's heart being well, Churches starting, and the gospel being preached.

6. If there be any virtue, if there be any praise ... think on these things.

Thank you Lord. I will.

Those thoughts that don't fall into the realm of this verse, do me no good. It's time to put those aside and "think on these things".

So. Do you see? I am no super woman. I am not some sort of marvel in motherhood. I struggle. I fail.

But ... Christ does not. Since He reigns within my heart - He is the difference in days like this. In my best moments - it's Him you see. Not me.

Sometimes blogging isn't just for those reading - sometimes it's selfish. Typing this out, I can feel my perspective changing already...

Medical Stuff Galore

2011-08-12T15:01:00.000-07:00

No pics this time ... sorry. I just wanted to update and also get some feedback if possible. The last two weeks have been a flurry of medical appointments, dental exams, and lab procedures. No small task when finding babysitters and rearranging schedules. In the midst of all that we have also kept steady with piano lessons and swimming lessons at the YMCA. Busy, busy, busy ...

We had another hearing evaluation for Max and Ivanna to recheck their hearing and see if there has been anymore improvement from them both having had fluid and lower hearing levels earlier this year. Well ... no improvement. In fact, there was so much fluid this time that the exam yielded no results on hearing level. So - to the ENT we go. Our suspicion is that both kids will benefit from tubes. If this helps their hearing - it could also eventually help with their speech. If you can't hear - you can't properly hear sounds enough to imitate.

We also went to the dentist. We LOVE our dentist - and if you are local and need a suggestion for pediatric dentistry, or special needs dentistry - let me know. She is fantastic! As far as Max and Ivanna are concerned: they did great. Max got a bit flustered - but considering he had never experienced that kind of exam, I was quite happy with the results. Both kiddos had NO cavities. I was especially concerned with Ivanna's grinding her teeth (she has done it so LONG and so FERVENTLY - that her little teeth look like stumps to me). The dentist took a peek and was able to explain a few technical things to me regarding grinding, and the conclusion: not to worry about it right now. Ivanna seems to be doing better with it since being home. Perhaps it is the other stimulation she has - she may not feel the need to constantly grind. Now she primarily does it when she drinks water, brushes teeth, or is extremely tired.

The last little thing we have done these past two weeks was to follow through with neck x-rays to check with AAI. This is a fairly common health check for little ones with Ds. It is recommended that it be done by the time the child is three. It is a condition that is quite common and involves the neck muscles being weak, therefore instable around the vertebrae. This is a concern because any hard jarring, or fall on the head could compress the spinal cord - resulting in an injury that could impact their ability to move at all. I was surprised to learn that both children's xrays came back with possible positive results of being instable. (It was hard to read xrays, and so hence: possible) We will perform xrays again for better reading and to see just how instable the area seems.
From my understanding treatment isn't typically done (surgery) unless the child is sympotmatic. Symptoms would include neurological ones from having strain or slight compression on the spinal cord. I'm curious if this is why Ivanna seems a little clumsy, holds her head tilted alot, etc. OR ... could this all be behaviors that are just normal for little Ivanna???? This is where I welcome feedback from those who may have experienced having a little one with AAI.

The next few weeks we will be visiting the eye doctor, and a few more specialists.

Never a dull moment in the Browning home ....

Big Brother & Sister ... to be

2011-08-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

We are "buzzing" with excitement around the Browning house. Max and Ivanna will experience having a brand new little sister or brother in April 2012!!

Pray for Tripp

2011-08-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

My heart is heavy this morning with a burden. A burden that I feel is important to share in hopes that all of you will feel the absolute need for prayer.

I won't keep this long. I think the image below will speak for itself.

I ran across a blog yesterday, and ever since my heart hurts for a young family and little boy that nearly shares the same birthday as my Justus.

Literally ... my mother's heart hurts.

Meet Tripp.

Tripp is two years old. He was born with a disease known as Junctional Epidermolysis Bullosa. His skin is so sensitive that it develops blisters and scabs over. He was not expected to live past a year, yet this little fighter has more to offer in teaching others.

Tripp's little eyes are no longer working properly. Tripp's ability to play has come to a halt. Tripp is in much pain.

Tripp and his precious family are in need of PRAYER.

Please go here to learn more about this family and Tripp's fight to endure.

Please consider how you may feel if you were facing some of the decisions and choices this family must face every day. Please leave them encouraging words, but most of all PRAY for them.

A Peek Into Sunday Morning

2011-08-01T07:31:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, as we all scrambled to get ready for church I was able to grab my camera and "catch" Max being super uber cute. Our refrigerator didn't get the memo to transition from the 90's into our current decade - and so it still has that ultra swank black shiny veneer type covering on it. Perfect for little boys who like to catch their reflection. I got several images of Max looking at his reflection and loving every minute of it. Here are just a couple.

And of course, what's a Sunday morning peek into the Browning family life without a little (or a lot) of Ivanna's crazy bedhead.

Gotta love that little peanut and her crazy morning hair, who by the way - is doing fantastic and enjoying life to the fullest. She continually astounds me with her love of life and giggles and laughs more and more. (but NOT when mama brushes out her bedhead)

Every morning the littles eat pretty much the same menu - oatmeal. I know, many may think that boring. It is a healthy breakfast, inexpensive and easy for them to feed to themselves. I also incorporate fruit here and there.

What's this?

Could it be Max in a big boy chair? No more highchair for Max!!! This came about strictly out of my becoming tired of lugging a foldable highchair back and forth to my Dad's house (we go there often to care for the lawn, etc) So - I left it there and thought Max could certainly adapt - and he has!!

Max has also been sleeping now for nearly two months in his own big boy bed! No more playpen for him! We just have a baby gate up in the door so he doesn't "wander".

This happens to be the toy that is currently fought over in the house, and yes - even on a hectic Sunday morning the littles have time to grab their favorite toy and play. It's a Baby Einstein toy that lights up and plays classical music. They LOVE it. Every single one of the littles, yes - even our Ivanna pants!

Through all the craziness up a Sunday morning - we somehow manage to get the bedheads brushed out, the oatmeal cleaned up, the toy coveting to a halt and the end result is a pretty sharp looking crew. Here are the sweet sisters posing for a quick snapshot.

See? No more bedheads.

** To those who may be wondering - yest we did shut down our Facebook profile for a bit. We may come back in a few months. We are seeking to simplify our life in areas that we can. Facebook is one area. You can always check here or our family blog for updates. Have a bright and beautiful day today!! **

2011-07-22T11:02:00.000-07:00

A very quick update:

Little Miss America. July 2011.

She loved waving that beautiful flag around. I absolutely love this picture and all the symbolism.

Ivanna has a hard time with fine motor skills. She doesn't pincher grab too well, and more like scoops with her whole hand and shoves whatever she "catches" in her mouth. That's ok, but I am hoping for better. So, to help develop that - I have tried putting things into muffin tins to see if she can use her pincher skills. So far ... um ... well, we are still working. ;)

Ivanna continues to do very well. She is an amazing little girl with the most absolute resolve. This can be great, but it can also be a difficult thing when trying to help her gain ground to the next level of development. In other words: she is very stubborn. No doubt this helped her with survival while still in the orphanage, and really is not a big deal to overcome. Once she sees or experiences victory in an area, she seems to gain pleasure by the attention she gets and is happy with her new found accomplishments, thus - no more fight.

Ivanna is a little love bug. Always desiring attention from someone, or cuddles - or even a quick kiss to be sure she is "okay" with you. I often find that if I am on the floor doing something, she will toddle over and lean in (her way of kissing) and once I peck her on her cheek or kiss her little lips, she giggles and walks away - as if to say, "Okay, just wanted to check and see if everythings ok."

I'm going to be honest here: I really struggled the most with Ivanna when she first came home. Her needs were way more demanding than the other two who also have Ds. She couldn't feed herself even a bottle when she first arrived, didn't walk, had a lot of quirks and didn't seem "focused" on anything. It was a rough road at first. That wasn't Ivanna's fault, just a reality check for me. Having Ivanna has made me confront alot of inner faults that manifested themselves in an outward fashion. That was good, and I needed that. God knew.

In the seven months that Ivanna has been home, I have grown to love her more and more. A deep love. A very real admiration for her determination. She is an incredible little girl who has overcome much in her little life.

I was just praising and thanking the Lord yesterday for allowing my bond with Ivanna to grow deep.

*** look at this ***

Here she is playing with toys. She does this more and more now, and it is so sweet to watch. When in Europe, at the orphanage, she would not even hold a toy. You would put it in her hand, and it would promptly drop to the floor.

Max and his "bunny ears".

Max loves taking things that dangle and making it so that one half will flop in one direction and the other half flops in the other direction - kinda like bunny ears. He is OBSESSED with this shape or form of play.

Here he is with a favorite sofa pillow that has all kinds of little dangly things on it. He loves this pillow and we now call it the Max pillow.

Who would have thought?

Max is also doing well. Both kids have a slough of appointments next month. Ears, eyes, necks, and teeth are all scheduled to get the once over.

Seven months home so far: both kids have grown three inches, Ivanna has gained 10 pounds, Max has gained 8 pounds. Several things have been treated and corrected or in process, adjustment has gone very well. Max has started signing, and making oral sounds as if he is trying to be vocal - Ivanna has learned to feed herself with a spoon, walk, stopped eating her hands excessively, started giggling, cries with vocal crying now - instead of silent crying (yes - this is a great big GOOD THING), and I think I am starting to see signs of preference for Mom, Dad, and siblings over other people. All wonderful and positive things.

We Praise Our Lord for it All.

**A special thank you to all who offered prayer, and words of encouragement and support through the very recent loss of my father, every comment, every word and email was used to uplift me and my family and meant so much - really - I mean that. Thank you***

An Important Pause

2011-07-07T10:11:00.000-07:00

I know that many of you have followed along with our adoption journey and are anxious for pictures and posts of Ivanna and Max's progress. I know I haven't posted. This link below will explain why. I hope to continue to update, just right now we are focusing on what is before us.

Thank you for the prayer ...

Our family's blog: http://thebrowningbeat.blogspot.com/2011/07/difficult-goodbye.html

A Week to Win

2011-06-11T09:57:00.000-07:00

The Abell family is a local family that have set out to adopt a little girl with Down syndrome who is now in a Russian institute. Russia requires an agency - and thus, adds to your expense quite a bit. The Abell's committed to adopting Olga (pictured below) on faith, not knowing that the agency assigned to Olga's file required a crazy amount of money. The agency fee itself was over $20K (yes, you read that right). This added to their overall cost, and folks - it was quite discouraging. But ... they stayed the course - for their little girl, half a world away.

That's committment.

Now - The Abell's have great news. They are able to switch agencies, thus shaving $20K off their adoption expenses and making it so that the money in their FSP (family sponsorship fund through Reece's Rainbow) will cover the cost of their first trip. (yes, Russia requires two trips)

That's reason to celebrate.

But ...

... the Abell's need to pay a fee to switch agencies. They have most of it, but need about $1500 more to make it happen. They need it within the week.

In order to help make this happen, another sweet friend has donated (along with many other donations) one cool little gadget: a Pandigital Media Player in a giveaway to help with fundraising efforts.

Hurry and go HERE to donate and enter for your chance to win this and several other prizes. Giveaway ends June 17th at midnight PST.

Let's have some fun, and help bring Olga home.

*be sure to leave a comment there at the giveaway in order to have your donation count towards entry*

Recent Happenings

2011-06-05T21:37:00.000-07:00

Well, it has been awhile since my last post about Max and Ivanna - or any of us - for that matter. This is for good reason. We have been busy, busy, busy.

We have continued to fight the good fight in our battle with H.Pylori for little Max. It's a very determined infection that seems to want to linger. He is now scheduled for his third GI specialist appointment - and at this time - I am admitting to some angst. I am starting to get a little disgruntled with the care - and am hoping for more solid answers.

Max was also taken to the ER yesterday morning for what we initially thought was a horrible asthma attack. It sounded horrible. The ER determined it was croup. Scary stuff that croup. They gave him a hormone to last for five days - and thus helping his airway to stay open.

Never a dull moment in the Browning house.

Other than that Max seems to be doing well - and the swallowing problem he was having seems to be getting better. We will schedule another swallow study to determine that for sure.

Ivanna is, well ... blowing my socks off. She impresses me daily. Really - she does. I look at her at times and see a completely different girl than that which we met in the orphanage six months ago. She is no longer quiet. Nope. She is always runnin' that little cute mouth of hers. Babbling, yelling, you name it - she's got something to say. She eats like a champ and handles her spoon as if she is an old pro - never mind she just learned how to do this a month ago. She is walking EVERYWHERE, and if she falls down - SHE GETS BACK UP. I love it. Can't keep her down. Not anymore. She now is the proud new owner of orthotics - which help align her heel to her leg - keeping her foot straighter.

The rest of us? Well, we have great days, busy days, some rougher days - and we just keep truckin'. God has been gracious to this family. Christ continues to shine His face upon us - and for that this mama is grateful. May He never look away from us. May we strive to please Him ... always.

On Memorial Day we went up north about 2 hours and visited the Hartman family as they were home for about a week and a half while they waited out their 10 day waiting period until they can go spring Judd out of his institute in Eastern Europe.

We love the Hartmans. They are sweet - and it is a joy to visit them on their gorgeous farm.

Here is a picture of Melanie with my little Justus. Cute.

Ivanna just loves our dog. (I'm glad someone does - just kidding ...)

Ellie girl was having a great time playing with toys. (Oh and check out her stylish foot attire. YUP - mudboots. Having chickens does that to ya -)

My eldest swinging on the Hartman's tree swing. Wonder what he was thinking? Maybe he was dreaming big dreams - I hope so.

Gabriel is pulling his little brothers, Max and Justus around in the wagon. Such a tender brother.

Max and Justus. Good buddies.

Why does this picture make my heart fill warm - and my eyes moist? That sweet Daddy - holding and tender with our little flower Ivanna. A girl who was fatherless for five years - and now she has the best Papa ever. That'll make ya weep like a baby.

This picture is at home. This toy is great for Occupational Therapy (fine motor skills) and we have been working with Justus and Ivanna with that. Max is a pro - and is showing his skills. ;)

Ivanna often just paces. She will walk back and forth from the kitchen to the living room. Stop. Look around as if to take it all in, and then do it all over again. Here she is leaning against a wall, taking a breather.

Taking it all in. (cute hair .. eh? - finally growing a bit more.)

I forgot to mention that we had a well child visit for both Max and Ivanna last week. Both have grown three inches. THREE INCHES!!!! In six months time - they have both grown that much! I was astounded - and so was my doctor - so much so he asked for them to be measured again. Yup. Three inches. Ivanna has lost a pound - and is now down to 28 pounds. I am thinking this is because she started walking last month pretty regularly. Max is holding steady at 30 pounds. Still though, 30 pounds for a six year old. Seems little bitty to me. Both do register on the lower end of the Ds growth chart. That's ok. They are gaining ground. Both received some more vaccinations. Ivanna's developed a big red rash around both injection sites. Makes me nervous. Is that normal? Both kids have orders to meet with a nutritionalist - and to get their necks x-rayed to check for atlantoaxial instability or AAI - basicly instability in the cervical neck area. Every child with Down syndrome should be screened by age 3. It can be quite serious if not found and dealt with. I still need to arrange for follow up hearing appointments, follow up eye appointments, dental exams, and GI specialist appt.

**sigh**

That's a long to do list.

Better make sure the coffee stays stocked up. ;)

Time to Shine ...

2011-06-03T21:51:00.000-07:00

... for Max.

Meet Max. (I'm pretty partial to that name) Max is a sweet baby currently in Russia. I say baby, and by all means his age would justify that, but in all reality Max has endured more than most his age - and even older. Within the last six months, Max was transferred from his baby house to a mental institution. I can not express the absolute NEED to get to this boy. Each day he lives in the institution, is a day that he goes without stimulation, warm touches, or any therapies. To many - this may fall on deaf ears. For those of us around those with Down syndrome, we know that therapy and stimulation is an absolute NEED. Without it - the child will regress - with no need to use his muscles or be challenged - he will atrophy both in ability and skill. A death sentence. No, this is not exaggeration. This is the reality: a child who knows not how to feed himself, walk, or make known his needs - will simply not be cared for. There is a statistic that says during that first year of transfer to an institution - eighty percent of those transferred - die.

A race. A race to rescue - Max.

Max, thankfully, has a family who has stepped out - and is willing to jump through all the hoops, fund raise their eyeballs out - and rescue little Max. The Marks family has decided to be Max's family. They have fallen head over heels in love with this boy half a world away. The journey isn't easy - sometimes fundraising gets a little tiring. Constantly asking for support ... is awkward to say the least. Sometimes you need a little help. Sometimes you need others to come up alongside you and offer encouragement.

This is where my sweet friend, Amanda Hand, comes in. Amanda has been my close friend for YEARS. We have laughed and cried together - and share a sweet bond. Amanda has a heart for orphans - and for helping those who seek to redeem them. Amanda knows me - but doesn't know the Marks family. She just knows that the Lord has prompted her to help them. How awesome is that?

Amanda is a Silpada consultant - some beautiful jewelry is what she sells.Make me drool kinda jewelry. She has offered to do a fundraiser for the Marks family. From now until June 15th you can shop, and order with 100% of Amanda's profit going to the Marks family. Think anniversary, Christmas, birthdays.

It's time to SHINE for Max.

Go here to shop and order.

Click on 'Shop Now' and register an account.

When you check out be sure to mark the hostess as:

DEBBIE MARKS

Oh .. and guess what? Shipping is a flat $4.00!

If you are unable to shop the jewelry, but still feel compelled to help the Marks family - GO HERE. This is the page you can go to and make a tax deductible donation in ANY AMOUNT. Trust me - any donation is a blessing. God has a way of multiplying the fish. ;)

So, let's do this - let's be a blessing, an encouragement - whether you are donating directly to the Mark's family sponsorship page - or buying jewelry - let's show the Marks our support. Let's help bring that baby home so he too can start to thrive like my own little Max and Ivanna.

The Marks have registered their dossier - they are fast approaching their first trip. You can follow their journey here.

~~~ Thank you for your help ~~~

Redeemed

2011-05-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

Today is a significant day. Today two families in two different countries experienced two victories. You remember these families from prior posts here. Today we get to celebrate with them.

The Hartman family was granted the adoption of little Judd Danil Hartman!

This is a huge victory because his adoption is from an older institution - one that is very remote, poor and often forgotten. It is well know, that once a child is transferred to an institution like this, their chances of both survival and adoption decrease significantly.

But ... God ...

God intervened for a little boy today - and Judd is coming home!

You can visit the Hartman's here and congratulate them on their victory. This is not just a victory for them, but for the forgotten children still residing in this institution. This means that there is still hope ... that they too can be redeemed.

Like little Heath pictured below. His picture grips my heart. It really does. He is still there, in that forgotten place, where the Hartmans are right now getting Judd. He is older, and because of that is often passed over. He will require more initial work, and that often intimidates. He can not walk on his own just yet, and that makes him less desirable. BUT - God created this boy, knowing all of the challenges. He, too is fearfully and wonderfully made. Look past the stained shirt and dirty socks. Look at his beautiful face, look hard. He is worth it people. He is worthy of a family. Worthy of your time. Worthy of the investment. He too, can be redeemed. Yes, it takes work. I won't lie. But, is that reason enough for us to turn our heads? To pass him by yet again? This extra leaf is worth saving. He holds potential - and he is still waiting ...

Let's not forget Heath. Please.

Go here to read more on Heath.

In yet, another country - another case was being heard. This time the Supreme Court. The Davis family were denied the adoption of Kirill earlier this year. The reason: the judge decided that Kirill would be better off in an institutional setting than that of a family - all because he too, has Down syndrome. Well, today - with the prayers of thousands throughout this nation and across the globe - the Lord granted the Davis family their most earnest prayer: and the Supreme Court judge granted the adoption of Kirill Davis - effective immediately!

You can congratulate them on this huge victory here. When I say huge victory: that is exactly what I mean. This case helps pave the way for other children from this region to also be adopted.

Congratulations to both these families. Praise the Lord for these two children being redeemed!

Noodles For Noah

2011-05-20T16:41:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow - a local family is having a Spaghetti Fundraiser Dinner to help in the costs with bringing home a little boy with Down syndrome from a very poor orphanage in Eastern Europe.

We will be there - and look forward to sharing our experience with our own adoption process.

If you can make it here is the location:

2111 117th Ave NE
Lake Stevens, WA

Dinner times:

5:00pm, 6:00pm or 7:00pm

You can go here for more information.

Maybe we will see you there!

Pray

2011-05-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

Do you remember Brady? The little boy who was transferred to an older mental institution last year? Well, his waiting is over. This week he no longer sits lonely. This week is being played with by his Mama and Papa - oh the JOY that fills my heart at such a notion. A lost boy ... found.

Brady aka Judd - is now no longer going to be weighed down with such hard burdens. His little six year old frame can safely melt into the strength of his father, Ben Hartman. A father. His father.

Judd no longer will cry tears in a dark place alone. No. His Mama, Melanie Hartman, is there to wipe them away and kiss his cheek. Oh, the healing touch of a mother.

... or at least that is what we pray for ...

You see, it isn't over yet. Court needs to take place, and of course the judge needs to grant the Hartman family the right to adopt little Judd. This is where you and I enter.

Court is already scheduled and fast approaching. The Hartmans are in a remote village - and by remote I mean REMOTE. You and I - need to pray. There has never been a court case held in this village - or possibly with this judge. The court needs to assemble a jury as well. I am coming to you and asking for prayer. Please pray. There is much oppression and I am sure that there will continue to be - as it is not in the norm to let these children go from a place they were supposed to be exiled forever.

I'm asking that you pray. It is needful. Pray for the judge's heart to be pricked now - and tender toward Judd's need of a family. Pray for the jury, that they would be desiring to do right by both the Hartman's and Judd. Pray for the facilitator to have the right words to speak. Pray for the Hartmans to be encouraged and have peace.

Pray ... pray ... pray.

God will hear. He will answer and honor the prayers of His people.

Let's fill the ears of our Lord with the sweet pleas for this family.

If not ... if the judge's heart is hardened, if the jury is skeptical, if the facilitator makes a mistake ... Judd will remain and the Hartmans will go home leaving him there - exiled and lost forever.

Stop by the Hartman's blog here to follow their story and leave a word of encouragement. If you could leave a comment to let them know you are praying - that would be a blessing. I know it takes time to comment, but those can be SO impactful when you are away from your other children, culture, friends and country. Thank you.

Say What?

2011-05-15T23:23:00.000-07:00

You know, Sunday mornings around the Browning home can sometimes be a bit hectic. Eight kids means sixteen shoes to look for, at least ten little oatmeal grubby hands to wipe clean, three dresses to press and five button down shirts to be sure are crisp, and all the while my coffee is cooling as we go. Often times this is a recipe for ... chaos. Sunday morning chaos. During such a busy morning, there is not a whole lot of time to take notice or spend time with particulars that can otherwise wait. The rush is to get every child clean, happy and ... into the van, hoping we can maybe this time - make it to church without being late.

Today though ... was a little different.

Max. Our little quiet boy. Non verbal except for the occasional sound and constant laughter. Max decided he would cause a bit more excitement.

As I quickly got his shoes on - I kept saying "ma ma ma" - and then out of the blue, Max repeated what I had just said. He copied me!!! I couldn't believe it! He was repeating, ma ma ma ma!

And then ...

He said MAMA!

Now I know he probably has no idea that he put that together to form a word, but to me it is a START. A clear sign that he can mimic sounds/words and say them. He has the ability!

This might just be the end of it, or me over reacting. Maybe. BUT, today - for a brief moment in our busy morning - my heart burst and I began to hope that Max just might have the ability to talk after all.

Five months home from the orphanage and both children are not just doing well, but really thriving. Thank you for the on going prayer and encouragement. That you choose to continue with us in this journey is humbling and very encouraging.

Two Years Ago

2011-05-10T23:31:00.001-07:00

Two years ago today - my husband and I welcomed our sixth child into this world. A blessing from our Lord - in so many ways.

Justus Theodore Browning

Our very first 'extra leaf' blessing ...

Labor started early in the morning - but I was too stubborn to admit it or maybe I was just too grouchy to want to have to deal with it. Either way, that morning I dropped my husband off at the ferry for his morning commute - not knowing that he would just have to come right back.

My friend, Amanda, had been staying with us - and thankfully she was able to drive me to the hospital as Phillip diligently sought to get to the hospital as quickly as he could. My contractions quickened - and his stress level raised while the boat slowly made it's way back toward home.

It was during this time that God guided Phillip to Psalm 139 - which in just a few hours would prove to be a great comfort.

My husband made it in time for the delivery - and I was thankful. He is my best friend - and feel lost without him. My labor progressed, and soon little Justus Theodore Browning entered into this world.

When the doctor placed Justus in my arms and I looked into his eyes - I could tell that something was ... different. I, exhausted, could not place my thoughts as to what it might be - and the doctor and nurses said nothing - so I assumed everything was fine ... but the feeling lingered.

In a few hours we had visitors here and there - and while some friends held our son, I looked up from my meal to see my new son's foot - almost black it was so purple. (this shot above was randomly taken earlier in the day just of his feet, not meaning to capture his purple feet - but when I saw him, his feet were much much darker)

I gasped, and asked if his feet were cold. They were not, and my husband called for the nurse - who then called the pediatrician in right away.

The doctor listened to Justus' chest and looked up. He asked if we wanted our friends to leave, we stated no -

He then proceeded to tell us that Justus had a significant heart murmur and he suspected that he also had Down syndrome.

I'm so glad that God directed his speech so that the heart murmur was mentioned first. It may sound odd, but my mind was fixated on that. I heard the Down syndrome part, and really was not shocked - given my lingering feeling earlier. It was the heart condition that scared me - and made me weep. I broke down and sobbed.

I held my son, as my husband and our Pastor and his wife encircled me. Then, that scripture that God had laid on my husband's heart during his ferry ride back - was being spoken out loud by Phillip. He was reading it to me - Psalm 139

Verses 13 and 14 stuck out:

13For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother's womb.

14I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

I can't explain it - and it may sound goofy - but an instant peace invaded my soul that moment.

Justus was transported to another city to be placed in a NICU. It was later determined that he did indeed have Down syndrome, and a heart condition known as Tetrology of Fallot (TOF) and would need open heart surgery.

~ Our going home picture from NICU~

Justus Theodore Browning

Four months after Justus was born, we were back in a different hospital, preparing for what was one of the hardest things I have ever done as a mother. I handed my sweet baby over to the heart specialists - who would perform a six hour surgery on Justus to repair his heart. I knew it was needed - required to sustain his life, I just wanted so badly to hold on to him and not let go.

Justus did well and was recovering -

Only, the next day his sternum came apart and needed to be repaired. That was done, and soon Justus was fighting an unexplained fever that made his heart race, and threatened his life. It was during this time that God was truly touching hearts. I'll never forget how churches across the nation knelt in prayer on behalf of our son - many that I will never know, but I am forever grateful for.

Many more things happened during this time, too much to go into now - perhaps another post. One thing that really struck us, was the many battles being fought by the other children we saw laying in ICU rooms or trudging the halls with IV's attached. It was a truly humbling experience being in that children's hospital.

After 10 days in the hospital, Justus was able to come home - and we began to settle into a routine.

We began early intervention therapy as soon as he was okay to move around and sit up.

We praise God for each of our children. We believe that Justus is a special gift. One that we don't exactly have to train up to leave our home - and that may be a strange way of looking at it, but I am truly thankful that he gets to be my buddy for life.

Justus has taught us so much already. Through allowing Justus to be born into our family, God has taught us what it is to be broken in prayer. There is NOTHING like nearly losing a child that will drive you to your knees harder. Nothing. We also became aware of the BLESSING of Down syndrome. Before I had Justus, I would feel awkward around other moms who had a child with special needs. How was I to act around her, or the child? I felt ... sorry for her. To my shame. I had no idea. I can't explain it really. I really feel like God gave us such a special gift in Justus. One that not everyone gets to have. I find such joy in what others might think of as unfortunate.

My other children do too. I love how having Justus has changed the perspective my kids will have for life. I am thrilled to see a more benevolent spirit in each of my children. It makes me teary eyed to think at how my other children gravitate towards those with special needs. They literally will seek to strike up a conversation or go out of their way to be sure that they can interact with that child.

It was because of having Justus that our hearts became burdened for orphans with Ds - thus our journey to adopt Max and Ivanna. We would have never entertained the idea of a costly international adoption for two children with Ds otherwise.

God is teaching our family so much through the blessing of Down syndrome.

My husband and I tend to joke that every family should have the blessing of having a child with Down syndrome.

It truly has been such a beautiful journey, and promises to continue to be.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTUS!!

Thank you Lord for such a gift of a son!

A Few Heart Tuggers

2011-05-05T12:02:00.000-07:00

This morning, while pondering our trip last fall for the adoption, I started to think of those children still left behind. Still waiting for families. They all tug at my heart. They all seem to speak to you through the computer monitor. While, difficult to confront these emotions at times - I never want to forget either. The reason? I just feel very burdened over these little ones. Maybe it's having been there. Maybe it's me seeing pieces of my own children in each child that is listed on Reece's Rainbow. I don't "like" being confronted with the grief associated with knowing where these children are, what they face day to day. However, I also don't want to forget them. I don't want to neglect them in prayer. They are real little ones - in need of real hope. That said, there are a few that weigh heavily on my mind this morning.

~ ~ LORIE ~ ~

Lorie does not have Down syndrome. She was born with CP and Spina Bifida. The hernia from her spine was removed. The caretaker showed me her scar one day. This has affected her ability to walk. Although, I did see that she can walk a bit when assisted. One morning, as I entered her groupa - it was not a caretaker who greeted me at the door, but Lorie. She smiled up at me, like her usual self. She reached up for me, and seeing that she was not to be refused - I reached forth my hands to her. I held her hands, and bent down to smile at her. I helped her walk back into the groupa area, and sat her down at "her" bench. When I let go of her hands, she cried. The first time I had ever heard her cry. My heart sank. I knew she wanted me to hold her. To love on her, like she had been witnessing me doing with her groupa mate, Ivanna. She may not talk, or walk - but she is a smart cookie. I think she had figured out why I was there every day.

I felt horribly, and that day when I went back to the apartment - I lamented our inability to bring her home too. We had put in for a blind referral, but it was as if the SDA did not see it - and it was not okay to be pushy. I dug through my suitcase and pulled out the doll I had purchased back in the states for Ivanna. Ivanna was not interested in even holding a toy at that time. I decided that the doll was for Lorie. She is holding it in the picture above. The day after I gave it to her, I noticed the doll had been shelved. That was a cruel little reality. Even though I gave the doll to Lorie - it isn't really hers. Orphans have nothing. I had forgotten that.

Lorie needs a family. She resides in the same groupa Ivanna was in. A laying room. She may be able to crawl and get around that way, but due to her inability to really walk - this is where she stays. No stimuli. No outside walks. I watched as she would crawl to a crying baby and try to soothe him. She is a beautiful little girl. Truly.

Lorie turns six this month. This orphanage does not keep a child past six. She is due to be transferred to an adult mental institution. Please help by sharing her profile. Pray for her.

You can see her profile here.

~ ~ Angela ~ ~

Angela is a cutie. She was just recently added to Reece's Rainbow and is available for adoption. We saw this sweet girl too. Although, we were not able to interact with her. She has Down syndrome and has had one heart repair. She is a tiny little peanut, and just beautiful. This particular region was not difficult at all. No long train rides - and no difficulty in court. She just turned three in December. To read more about Angela or inquire go here.

~ ~ Heath ~ ~
** I see my Justus in Heath's face**

Heath breaks my heart. He is already in a mental institution. He has been seen in a wheel chair, and has little stimulation. He also has Down syndrome, and most assuredly receives no therapy, no stimulation. A family has seen him - and blogged about Heath. You can read these posts here and here. You can also read his Reece's Rainbow profile here. Yes, Heath is older. Please remember that EVERY child deserves a chance. If nothing else, please pray for this little guy. Yes, even at ten years old - he is a little guy.

If you think of it, please join me in prayer this next week for these three children.

The Winners Are ...

2011-04-27T11:34:00.000-07:00

First I would like to thank all those who shared/prayed/donated for this giveaway to be a blessing for the Burger family. A blessing indeed. It is true that the family is still in need of over $9,000.00 - but what a joy to report that as of today - because of all of you - they are closer than they were a few weeks ago. Thank you -

I also want to say thank you to my very sweet husband, Phillip. He stayed up with me last night, even though he gets up at 4am - to help me make a spreadsheet and get prepared to enter all the participants into the random number generating site. Thank you sweetheart - I love you and am grateful. ;)

Ok. So - let's get to it.

There were a total of 652 entries. This comprised of all who donated through the chip-in (via paypal) and so we were able to track all donations that way. We had donations via FSP - and were able to track that as well. Each entry was assigned a number - so if you gave enough for multiple entries - you were eligible to win multiple times based on that. However, if one entry already won - then that particular entry number was "retired". Make sense?

Winners: if you have been listed - please use the 'contact us' button at the top of this page and send us your email address along with the prize you won. Also, if you know of another person that won an item - help a sister out - and let them know! THANKS!

Winners:

iPad2: Justin Haskins

Korker Bows: Deanna Sader

Matryoshka Doll: Justin Haskins

Tu-Tu Dress: Bethany Balsis

'An Extra Leaf' Poem: Gretchen Thibault

Bundle of Beach Glass: Judy Bateman

Flower Hair pretties: Stephanie Nance

'An Open Door' Book: Judy Bateman

Happy Hartman Hope Soap: Maria Falvo

Thomas Kinkade Gazebo: Gretchen Thibault

Gift Card: Lisa Pickens

A Delay

2011-04-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

First, I am hoping all of you had a wonderful weekend celebrating the resurrection of our Lord, Jesus Christ. He has risen - he has risen indeed! We had ... an eventful Easter. The morning started with a very sweet friend coming from the nursery up to the youth class where I was to tell me Justus did not look right. The right side of his face was super swollen with a hard knot right in his upper jaw area that was HUGE. So ... not knowing what it was, and not wanting to take any chances - away to the ER we went. The conclusion: a swollen parotid gland. I had no clue there was such a gland - or that it could swell. No fever - just watch it for a couple of days. Feeling relieved, but a little like it was a trip for naught - we made the forty minute drive home to join up with family for lunch.

As we were winding down from visiting with family and packing kids and all their stuff up, little Ivanna decided she wanted to follow Daddy into another room. Daddy didn't know she was doing so, and shut the door behind him. Yes, you guessed it. Her finger was in the way. This is an older home with super heavy solid wood doors. As soon as Phillip heard her moan, he opened the door and our sweet Ivanna was there. It was a horrible picture and my heart sank. I was useless and a pool of tears as the ambulance was called. Her finger tip looked to be hanging and there was a lot of blood. The paramedics wrapped it and away we drove ... back to the same ER.

Ivanna's finger required seven stitches. It was a partial amputee with an open break. The tip had broken. She is fine now, on antibiotics and Ibuprofen for pain. Still seems to be bleeding a bit though. *sigh* She is such a little flower of a girl, it was terrible to watch her in pain.

All this to say ... I need to take this day and love on my babies. I will announce the winners on Wednesday. I hope you all understand. I am excited to see who the winner is and am so grateful to all of you for your support. Have a great day!

Leaving Soon for Brady

2011-04-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

As we take a break from the giveaway for a couple of days and anticipate the winners (announced on Monday) I wanted to take a moment and share some more of how God has worked, has moved and the absolute awe I am in of the blessings abound - all out of a burden given by Him.

~ burdens turned to praise ~

This is Brady - well, that is his photolisting name. This little boy, and I do mean little, was spotted by another family almost a year ago. Tiny, and malnourished, Brady (soon to be known as Judd) had just been recently transferred to a very remote older boys mental institution. That hurts my heart to even utter. I look at his face and think there is no way he should be there, playing in the dirt mound he was seen to be in - with no toys, stimulation or truly an invested care.

Why is stimulation so important? Any child, if not stimulated or provoked to reach his or her milestones - will apathy in both skill and ability. Given that Brady has Down syndrome - and left to himself, he will never tap into the potentials that God has surely placed within him. I know from experience. Our little Ivanna had not been challenged to do much of anything. The result? A five year old girl with no knowledge of how to chew, feed herself, hold a toy, walk, or interact with others. Praise God, she is gaining victory in much of these areas, but it takes WORK and teaching, stimulation and challenging her.

Brady will slowly regress in ANY skill he may have learned in the orphanage (baby house) and apathy in those things if not challenged otherwise.

The Hartman family has stepped forward to rescue this little guy. They have taken a leap of faith, filled out more paperwork than seems fathomable, fundraised their eyeballs out, and now... well I am happy to report that they will be flying out on Mother's Day to go to Brady's country and meet him for the first time. How awesome is that? Mother's Day!?!

I. Am. Thrilled.

They have one LAST little fundraiser they are running. It ends: tomorrow (Easter Sunday). Please ... go there and check it out. If anything, drop a line of encouragement and PRAY for them.

Click here to visit the Hartman's blog to see their auction and follow their journey.

I am pretty sure you won't want to miss how their travels unfold. Remember, they are going to an institution, and not an orphanage. They need heavy prayer, and support. Let's be there for them.

Little Judd Hartman will look good amongst this bunch. Love you Hartman family! Can't wait to see you all together!

One Hour ...

2011-04-22T10:54:00.001-07:00

~~ There is ONE HOUR left to our iPad2 Giveaway listed in the post below ~~

At noon today (PST) we will close this giveaway. However, I will leave the chip in up for those who still feel burdened and led to help the Burger family.

I can't express enough our gratitude for those who have been an encouragement by sharing/donating/praying.

~ Thank you ~

** A chance to win an iPad2 -- an opportunity to help save a LIFE **

Winners will be announced Monday.

Let's see what can happen in an hour ... ;)

iPad2 and More Giveaway

2011-03-29T23:05:00.000-07:00

~~~ 2nd UPDATE ~~~

Well, it is Wednesday. That means just two more days until this ends. There is great news: The Burger family received approval from USCIS for their orphan request. This means that they can now submit their dossier, requesting an interview with Brian's country officials in order to accept his referral. This is great news. So, with that in mind - let's continue to bless the Burger family by donating in this giveaway. Ultimately sweet Brian is who wins. Thank you to all those who have given and shared or posted on different social media sites. With your help we have gotten up over the $2,000.00 mark. What a praise! Let's see how much more we can do in these last two days! How exciting it is to be apart of rescuing that little boy!

*** UPDATE***

As of today (April 14th) there are eight days left. Another family within our Down syndrome community has stepped forward to help. The Sader family is donating $1 for you just merely sharing on Facebook or posting on your blog. Just be sure to leave them a comment that you have done so. You can visit their blog and get details here.

<< Also be sure if you donate to leave a comment here on this blog>>

~~~ Thank you to all those who have donated/shared/posted/prayed in support ~~~

I am very grateful for your help. Thank you.

A year ago, I sat at our dining room table and wept. It was the first time I was confronted with the images of the children listed on Reece's Rainbow. Having a baby with Down syndrome, my heart sank at the notion of what was happening half a world away to those who shared his same blessing of having an extra chromosome. The plight of these children weighed on our hearts so heavily that there was a constant pull - a burden that could not be ignored.

I thank God for that burden. We brought home Max and Ivanna last December because of that call from God.

The Burger family has sought out to answer a similar call. To adopt little Brian. To rescue him from spending the rest of his life behind these gates - where he will be transferred, an older boys mental institution.

*picture above taken by Julia Nalle, her blog is truly inspiring and touches hearts*

Look at this picture below. Brian is beautiful. Simply beautiful. He (nor any other child) should ever have to spend a life confined, uncared for, never to know the hugs from a mama or rough housing with papa.

That is why we are hosting this giveaway. Yes, it is fun - and it's always exciting to win. However - when you donate, it isn't you who may ultimately be the winner - it is Brian. So, with that said - let's get to the fun stuff. iPad 2 Giveaway

You have an opportunity to win a new iPad 2 - your choice of color, 16 GB, WiFi, and 3G - with Verizon or AT&T - valued at $629.00 purchased by the Burger family. *service plan will be winner's responsibility, if winner does not want the 3G capable iPad 2 - we ask you let us know upon winning*

Entrance Details:

$10 = 1 entry

$25 = 3 entries

$50 = 8 entries

$100 = 20 entries

$150 = 35 entries

$300 = 80 entries

** If you donate via chip in AND share this giveaway on your blog or FB page - you can have an EXTRA entry***

Giveaway closes April 22 at noon (PST), and the winner will be announced April 25th on this blog.

Winner will be drawn using a random number generating website.

Donations must be made via the chip in at the bottom of this post - or on sidebar.

Once you have donated please come back and leave a comment (this is where we will be deriving names for drawing).

When you leave a comment please include an email address if you are commenting anonymously and do not have a google account. All proceeds are going directly to the Burger family.

... but...

...that's not all ... Let's make this REALLY fun.

The first name drawn will win the iPad2, then we will continue to draw additional names for more prizes available.

You also have an opportunity to win:

Item #1 2 sets of custom made long Korker Bows by Malissa Farmer Upon winning - the entrant drawn for this item will let Malissa know what colors they want. Yes, that is a Reece's Rainbow korker bow you see. ;) Korkers are very well made and affixed to a french clip to stay in the hair better. Item #2 Matryoshka family doll Straight from Eastern Europe - this is a four piece doll that stands at 5 inches height at it's tallest. Item #3 Tu-Tu Boutique Dress by Deanna Sader These dresses are very much sought after - and for good reason. They are beautiful. I have two dresses made by Deanna and they are very well made and shipped very nicely. I love these dresses. Deanna is herself in the midst of adopting a little girl with Down syndrome from Brian's same country - so we thank her for the donation. You can visit her blog here. Winner will receive one dress made up to size 4T. Item #4

A copy of 'An Extra Leaf' in lustre finish in photo quality paper. Winner will have choice of

4X6

5X7

8X10 Item #5 Authentic loose beach glass straight from a local beach here in Washington. We have loose beach glass scattered throughout our home. It makes a nice accent and reminds me of days spent with the smell of sea air and toes muddy with sand. Winner will receive one bundle of loose beach glass. Item #6 Floral hair pretties made by me. The winner will receive the lot of hair pretties pictured above. These flower pretties are perfect for the upcoming Spring weather (will we ever get there - LOL) and Summer months. Pretties are affixed to alligator clips. Lot includes four sets. Item #7 'The Open Door' by J.L Ragsdale A touching true story of a well off Californian couple who gave up all their worldly riches and decided to follow God and open up The Open Door - a children's home, loving on those closest to God's heart ... children. This story - is quite impactful. Winner will receive one new copy. See ... the book is Max approved! Item #8 Happy Hartman Farm Hope Soap My friends, the Hartman family are preparing to journey to Europe and adopt their own little blessing with 'an extra leaf'. This soap has been a means of fundraising for them. Cured right on their farm, in wonderful scents. You can visit and follow the Hartman's journey here. Winner will receive 4 bars of soap. Item #9

Thomas Kinkade Gazebo New in package beautiful gazebo that lights up and winds to play music.

Is that all?

NOPE

Not everyone can donate - but you CAN share this giveaway and post on your blogs and Facebook pages. A second, separate drawing will be done for those who leave comments stating they have shared or posted to their blogs about this giveaway. Just leave a comment everytime you share - please remember to state that you are entering the "GIFT CARD" drawing.

A dear friend of the Burger's, Amy, donated one $25 Darden Gift card - good at the following restaraunts:

Red Lobster Olive Garden Longhorn Bahama Breeze Seasons 52

Winner of this second, separate drawing will receive this $25 gift card.

Okay ... let's have some fun - and help bring BRIAN home!!! You can donate here: (be sure to come back and leave a comment for the drawing)

Getting Ready

2011-03-29T22:22:00.000-07:00

Do you remember that little face? Yes, it is Brady. Little Brady has a family preparing to come take him out of the mental institution he now resides in ... forever.

The Hartman family could use your prayer, encouragement and support. They are working to raise the very last of what they need. They were submitted to the SDA last Thursday. I know from experience - that this means their travel date is coming VERY soon. The Hartmans have a few fundraisers that you can check out at their blog: here.

I remember sitting in the foyer of a church our dear friend pastors - we were visiting, and Phillip was given the opportunity to share a brief testimony. We, ourselves, were preparing to go overseas and adopt our own little Max and Ivanna. I sat that morning in the foyer with a fussy Justus. Sitting next to me ... was Brady's soon to be mama. How sweet that memory will always be to me. A short, unremarkable conversation about our adoption, our son Justus, and how beautiful Down syndrome is. A small chit chat between moms.

I had no idea that God had been doing a work. That God would spark a flame in this family's heart for this little boy:

I am thankful for the Hartmans. I am thankful for Christ who is responsible for putting the burden before those who will answer His calling. I am thankful that Brady's future ...

his world ...

is about to change.

Praise be to God.

Please visit the Hartmans and let them know you will be praying for them. Maybe donate a few dollars - or just leave an encouraging word. Be sure to follow their blog. They will soon travel - and you don't want to miss that first meeting!

Carrington and Kirill

2011-03-29T08:15:00.000-07:00

Two stories have just recently shaken the international adoption community. Two different children, two different families, two entirely different scenarios, and two different countries. Yet - each family, child, and all others involved in these cases share one huge need: prayer.

The picture below is not photo shopped, nor altered in any other way. It is disturbing. This is a picture of a little girl with Down syndrome who just landed in the USA this month. In the orphanage, each child is dressed with several layers of clothing - and often (as I found out with Ivanna) you have no idea how truly tiny they are. Carrington was much more than just tiny folks - she was literally dying from starvation. She was living on borrowed time. As soon as they landed, the family skipped all the warm welcomes and rushed this poor sweetie to the hospital, where - doctors and nurses cried at the sight of her. It was concluded that she was indeed dying - and they needed to respond quickly. At three and a half years old, she weighed ... eleven pounds. Horrible. Carrington is still in the hospital, and the Burman family could use your prayer and encouragement. You can visit a blog to follow her progress here.

Carrington and the rest of the Burmans need the almighty hand of the GREAT PHYSICIAN to touch and heal this beautiful baby girl. Please pray for Carrington.

The next case is of a little boy in Russia. His name is Kirill. He has Down syndrome and is non verbal and currently lives in an orphanage. His family, the Davis' just recently went to Russia for their mandatory second trip to be seen by the judge and complete the court appointment. During this FIVE HOUR session - the judge decided against granting the Davis family the right to adopt little Kirill. The judge stated that staying in an institution was the best for this little boy. Why? Her reason, because he has Down syndrome - and is socially unable to adapt. Outrageous, and quite clearly a statement that is derived from just not knowing what these beautiful children are capable of. This judge made this decision despite the contrary opinion of EVERYONE else in the courtroom. The Davis family are in the midst of an appeal. This story has reached so many within the media - uncovering the injustice of this decision. Every child, adaptable or not, deserves the opportunity to have been loved by a family. I ask that you pray for the Davis family, and other families that are scheduled to meet before this same judge: the Hook family and Moreno family. You can follow Kirill's journey: here.

Tiny Kirill - in Tesney's arms. Hmmm - doesn't look like he is "socially unable to adapt" to me.

I will say that the photos of Carrington are a slap in the face reminder of the need. Not just the need for families, but the absolute horrible living conditions that some of these children face. It truly breaks my heart. It angers me that there are these types of cases. The need is huge - and some would say that it is so big, so many orphans, that it is insurmountable. Yes, the orphan crisis is big.

Our God ... He is bigger.

I will also say that you can't change the world with the adoption of one child, but you can change the world for that child. Carrington's future has been changed. She no longer sits in an orphanage dying. She is now being covered by prayer for healing, and care for her physical needs. She is being loved on by a family who puts their trust in Christ. I'd say her world has changed ... quite a bit.

Kirill deserves that same chance of having his world change. Let's pray for those who are responsible for deciding the appeal. Let's pray Kirill home.

Happy World Down Syndrome Day

2011-03-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

Our three beautiful reasons to celebrate:

World Down Syndrome Day is today, March 21st - or 3/21

3/21 is a fitting date to celebrate Down syndrome

Down syndrome is three copies (instead of the typical two) of the 21st chromosome

Hence, the date: 3/21 is meaningful and quite perfect for celebration

Today, we celebrate our three very special kiddos

We are so thankful that God bestowed these three blessings upon the Browning family

May your day be filled with goodness and blessings

May you be able to celebrate the blessings God has bestowed upon you

Three Months

2011-03-15T09:33:00.001-07:00

Well, it is March - and that means that we have been blessed to have Max and Ivanna in our home now for over three months. March 2nd - would have been three months exactly. In some ways it seems like it has been forever - and in other ways it just seems like yesterday. I remember the feeling of what it was like to sit in my living room preparing our dossier to ship to Europe. I sat there, cried (really I did) and prayed over the shuffle of pretty apostilled papers. Our dream of bringing home these two little lives - was about to become reality. It seemed so surreal.

It still does at times. Especially when I flip through the images from when we were making our daily orphanage visits. I still can't believe we were there. Smelling those smells, seeing the faces of all those children - it was overwhelming. I wish I could impress upon you the burden for these kids, or for that matter - any of the "fatherless". The need is great. Their plight is real.

I remember what it was like to meet Max and Ivanna for the first time. Max - came in first. He was beautiful and everything I made him up to be in my mind. Big eyes - and a very gentle and sweet nature. Ivanna came in next. It was shocking to see her. She was dehydrated, dopey, and very frail. That was the first time I faced the reality these children face everyday. I was overwhelmed with thoughts and emotion as I took her from the caretaker arms. This sort of bombardment of emotion would continue for the entire trip there.

Perhaps it is a little different when you have a child biologically with Down syndrome. I kept imagining Justus in the same shoes as these other children. What would have happened to him if he were born here? Would he have gotten the heart surgery that most assuredly saved his life? The thought that someone could label my beautiful Justus as insane and shuffle him away as unwanted or even worse: a drain on society - was and IS so difficult to even form in my mind's eye.

Well, I say all that to say this - Max and Ivanna have been home three months. The journey is far from over. They have, with the blessing of our Lord, come through so much already. They both have made great strides in accomplishments, yet there is still a long road ahead.

I have posted some pictures so you can "see" the difference in both children. The images marked with a water mark are by my friend Jenny Savage. She does a great job and is so patient with children. She does our annual family picture.

Thank you Jenny.

Our Family

(from oldest to youngest)

Phillip, Charrissa, Isaac, Gabriel, Ethan, Max, Elisabeth, Ivanna, Chloe, and Justus

First meeting of Max in the orphanage. November 1st, 2010

Three months home. At the park in March 2011.

Family photo shoot. February 2011.

November 2010 ~ outside in the orphanage park.

We were given a list of food that Max could not eat. We were told he was allergic. They must have thought that because he was refluxing it was allergies. He came from a good groupa - and they really did a great job caring for him. However, now that he is home we are working on getting him to be as healthy as he can. Physical therapy, and medical appointments addressing some GI issues. He has also been given glasses - which have made a world of difference for him. Funny, a small thing like glasses - has a HUGE impact. Sight. We take it for granted.

~~~ please pray for Max, he has an endoscopy on March 24th ~~~

Ivanna ~ family photo shoot. February 2011

She has gained nearly 10 pounds since her weighing in at the embassy in Europe. She can now feed herself the bottle, and is currently working on feeding herself from a spoon, learning how to walk and in training to not constantly "eat" her hands for stimulation. She is truly blossoming into a beautiful sweet spirited little girl. It isn't always easy - but VERY much worth it. An honor to be apart of her quickening - "coming to life".

November 2010

There was nowhere for us to visit both children. We were told to use the hallway between both wings of the orphanage. I was given a bottle to feed Ivanna with. It was half full of an apple cider type liquid. Her meal. I held Ivanna - and even now look at this and am astonished at how small she was.

November 2010

Outside in the park at the orphanage.

We were able to take Ivanna outside. She was bundled up - and out for walks with us. We would place her in the stroller and she would doze off. It was hard to keep her awake, as they continually gave her antihistamines. She could not properly enjoy her first time being outside. Can't wait for warmer weather where she can sit in the grass and feel the warmth of the sun.

February 2010

Ivanna is beautiful. Once thought of as "nothing worth investing in" she is now on the road to blossoming into a sweet little girl. It's hard for her at times - all this new stuff she needs to learn. Yet, she does it and continues to thrive and flourish.

This was taken a few days after being home. Her eyes are red from crying. She hated baths when we first got her home. She is in a size four diaper in this picture - and is skinny. Praise the Lord that she has gained nearly ten pounds in just three short months. She is a walking testimony of God's redeeming power. Of how prayer, provision and love can change the whole world of one child. She may not entirely realize the change - but others see her transformation and are impacted. I know I am.

To flip through the older images of being at the orphanage still stirs my heart. We have pictures of other children. Children left behind. Those are especially hard to look at. Will they have a family soon? Some - I know probably will not. They are extremely developmentally delayed and older children. That makes it especially difficult.

We were recently challenged to our motive behind this adoption. It was a difficult email to address, yet it was good - our motive was simply James 1:27. The scripture listed on this blog's header. It is only God that has called us to this journey. He has provided the means for it and it is Him that I continually go to for strength and patience as I awake every morning and face the day. He has to be the focus - so much so in this adoption even. If we didn't adopt to glorify Christ, but did it for some weird self gratification - we would fail, miserably. Why? Because this whole process isn't easy. From the paperwork chase, to the fundraising, to the travel to another country, and then most of all: when you get the children home and the work really begins.

I hope that you enjoy the pictures. We thank you for continuing the support and encouragement. To all of you who are adopting - continue to press and work. Those little ones waiting for you, are so worth every dime spent and paper chasing adventure.

It is a beautiful journey God has placed you on. Enjoy this lifelong ride.

A Park Visit

2011-03-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

So I promised a heavy photo post awhile back - and here it is. *sigh* Better late than never. :)

We had Physical Therapy today for Max and Ivanna. I am blessed that there is a local therapist who comes to my home for them both. I would typically have to enroll them in a public school program called "Child Find" or take them to a private therapist in office all due to their age. Justus receives care in home too, but that is typical until a child is three years old. So ... the kids got quite a work out today. I love ther PT. She takes no gruff from Miss. Ivanna Pants - bossy britches. Ivanna is lazy. She doesn't like to be pushed into new territory as far as development is concerned. You really (I mean REALLY) have to push the girl. During the PT visit, I looked out my window and saw the sun was out. A rare thing here in the Pacific Northwest during this time of year. The sun tempted me. Yes, I had a pile of dishes. Yes, laundry coming out my earholes. Yes, kids had not finished school yet. Yes, Yes... all those responsible type things beckoned me to stay home and be a big girl ... but they lost. I waved our PT goodbye, bellowed out to the kids to get their mudboots and coats on, and sent Phillip a quick text that said: The house is a mess. The school is not done, and dishes are in the sink. We are going to the park! Of course, I heard no arguments from the kids as they got in the van in record time. Probably hoping I would not change my mind. So ... off to the park we went:

Chloe is totally lovin it!

Ivanna on the swing. It was soooo cold, but this girl LOVES the breeze in her hair!

Isaac is not impressed by my camera abilities.

Ethan is loving being outside and playing when he should be finishing seatwork.

Max is LOVING the swing, but I'm not loving the glasses transition to sun glasses thing. I don't know ... seems a bit cheesy to me. Hmmmm...

Justus. Cute as a button.

First time in a swing.

Gabriel, my handsome boy!

Ellie girl. Usually full of smiles.

This is inside on another day. I love his glasses! (just not sure about the lenses having that transition stuff on them) The glasses at Specs4Us are awesome!!

Ivanna Pants showing us her pretty smile.

Okay. Thought I would show you how I have been fairing in trying to get Ivanna to feed herself. It is trying ... to say the least. She does NOT like doing new things. She will fight you, yell out, turn her head, and all out cry because you are trying to get her to do something new. Part of it is sensory perhaps - but I think the majority of it is she has never been expected to do anything. So ... why start now?

Because Ivanna - Mama needs you to feed yourself. I need you to have victory in this and move on to your next goal.

She will not pick up that spoon and hold it. So ... I read somewhere once of a mom who connected the spoon via a hair scrunchy. IT WORKS! It stays in her hand. Now, getting her to dip the spoon into her bowl and put food into mouth: another story. She also cocks her head to the side when she herself is made to put food in mouth. This makes it so the spoon goes into her mouth sideways. I need a spoon that is twisted. Do they make those?

Any suggestions???

Where I'm Called

2011-03-07T16:40:00.001-08:00

Have you ever had one of "those" days? Of course you have. Everyone does. Well, today - was "one of those days". It started by me being greeted by my fourteen year old dog's mess in my entry way. He's old - and getting older, some things just can't wait. Ugh. I do what any mom of eight kids would do - ignore it and walk to the coffee maker. I get the coffee going, set little #1 in the excersaucer and start the cleanup process. Then it just seemed like things spun out of control. Rather than bore you with the details: suffice it to say, my attitude had taken a turn for the worse.

It was during lunch time that I had this conversation with my five year old daughter, Ellie:

E ~ Mom, you know - I really want to go to South America.
Me ~ Why?
E ~ You know ... to go fishin' and stuff.
Me ~ huh.
E ~ But, I guess it really is up to God. I'll go anywhere he calls me to.
Me ~ (thinking - wow!) Oh, Ellie - that is very sweet. Yes, you should do whatever God has called you to do.
E ~ Mom, what has God called you to do?
Me ~ Oh, Ellie. (thinking about it ... then smiling) God called me to be a mommy and a wife. To love you kiddos. To stay home and make sure you are all cared for.
*** That's when it dawned on me. God was using my Ellie to remind me of my calling. No, it didn't matter that things get squirrelly here and there. Those were all ... just stuff. I was called to be a mommy. To love these kiddos. To enjoy my calling ... ***
I kissed Ellie on the head, and we lingered over lunch.

When I heard Max upstairs giggling for the third time, when he should be napping - I went up there, pulled him out, sat him in my lap and .... rocked him as I stroked his hair.

I love it when God taps you on the shoulder and gently reminds you of what you have forgotten.

needed that today

A Day in the Life ...

2011-03-04T09:30:00.000-08:00

... of me:

Due to Ivanna's difficulty in eating anything she needs to chew, and Max's aspiration problems and Justus' - well, just being a baby - we make baby food in mass quantity. Prior to all this, I had no idea that baby food was so expensive. We had always just trained our children straight to table foods. There is NO WAY we could keep up with each child's appetite with jarred baby foods in the grocery stores. So ... we boil, blend and freeze our own.
Sweet Potatoes

Carrots

I am currently working on helping Ivanna "learn" to feed herself with a spoon. No easy task. It takes a TON of patience, something that I am not well versed in. I have to literally hold her hand to the spoon and go through the motions of it with her. She hates it. Just like she hated holding her own bottle. She would buck and cry then too. BUT, praise God, she actually holds her own bottle now. So ... I am going to continue to push her. I suspect her not wanting to hold things comes from some sensory issues, but I can't just let it stop us in our tracks. Truth be told, I am just too busy to continue to have to feed her myself. I will if need be - but if she holds that potential - I NEED her to unlock it.
So, I am praying that she will. It may seem like a strange prayer request, but could you pray with me?

Max is going to have an Endoscopy done soon to have a plan of action regarding this H. Pylori thing. They will biopsy his stomach and check for H. Pylori and Celiac disease. We took him to the GI specialist, and my suspicions were right. It seems that H. Pylori is a BIG CULPRIT when it comes to reflux. So, I am hopeful that an end to our nasty little friend will end Max's reflux. Praying for this too. We continue to keep him on a "honey thick" diet for his aspiration. He seems to be doing well with that.

That's it for now. Thank you for praying along side us.

** A big congratulations to our friends, the Bowden family, who are preparing to come home with their newest blessing: Sophie. You can visit their blog here. **

Olga, Brady and Brian

2011-02-28T22:34:00.000-08:00

This journey of adoption has been amazing. Stretching my faith and my comfort zone in so many ways. It has also shown me the love of Christ for these children through others graciousness and giving. Not every family is able to go to another country for weeks on end and bring home a child - but I have witnessed how MOST can support by sacrifice of time, talent, finances, and prayer to help those families who have set out on the mission of rescuing those children who would otherwise be left to their cribs.

Tonight I ask that you pray for, and visit the blogs of these following families:

The Abells, The Hartmans, and The Burgers

All three families are friends with our family. All three have stepped out on faith to rescue these beautiful children. All three are needing help and support - and encouragement.

~ ~ Olga ~ ~

** for the Abell family**

The Abell family have just recently been told that it will cost $48,000.00 to bring Olga home. That is a crazy amount of money. However, Olga is worth far more than that. She has just turned five and it is not clear if she has already been transferred. The Abell's are committed to bringing her home. They are committed to rescuing this child from cold refines of a bed. The financial burden is great ~ but God ... is greater. You can visit the Abell's blog here.

~~ Brady ~~

** For the Hartman Family**

Many of you may remember my plea (along with other bloggers) for sweet Brady. Brady is a teeny tiny six year old who also has Down syndrome. Brady has already been transferred to a very remote institution. He is the smallest child there - and his future was very bleak. I say was ... because the Hartman family has stepped forward to bring this sweet baby boy home. They are working hard to fund raise and Melanie (Brady's soon to be mama) has been making her own soap - right from their farm: The Happy Hartman Farm.
I know firsthand how hard it is to "ask" others to donate, how uncomfortable it is to fund raise. The truth is that it is a necessary thing to do. Who has an extra $30K just laying around? Yet, if everyone just gives a little - well, it adds up - just as we witnessed through our own adoption of Max and Ivanna. Please, even if it is giving up your latte this week - please consider donating to Brady's grant account. You can visit the Hartmans here.

~ ~ Brian ~ ~
** For the Burger Family**

Awe. Be still my heart. Brian's little face, is just adorable. I remember when I first encountered Reece's Rainbow and saw Brian's face. The phrase "cannot be adopted once transferred" cut through my heart and left my cheeks tear streaked. Brian is in the same orphanage that our sweet Brady was transferred from. Brian just turned five in November and is at a higher risk now to be transferred. There is no guarantee that Brian will be transferred to the same orphanage that Brady was taken to. This is why it is so imperative that the Burger family get to Europe quickly to be able to accept Brian's referral and start the adoption process in country. The Burgers are close friends of ours, and we have known them for years. We love them and desire to be a help in any way we can. Please stop by their blog here and bid on some desserts - or make a tax deductible donation on their link located to the side of this post on my blog. Let's help save Brian from what could be a life sentence within a mental institution.

I will tell you that while we were still in the midst of fundraising, if we saw our family sponsorship grant go up even the slightest - we were so joyful. It wasn't just the money. It meant that there was another family or person somewhere who was supportive, who may even be praying on our behalf. It meant so much to us. It is a huge encouragement in a time that encouragement was so needed. All these families have one thing in common. Faith. Faith that God has called them to this journey. Faith that our Lord is caring for their children half a world away. Faith that He will provide the funds needed. Faith that this adoption will be finalized and the children brought home. Faith, that if even this does not happen for some reason - God has a perfect plan. Let's build these families up. Let's be apart of something bigger than just our normal routine.

Let's help bring these very special 'extra leaves' home.

Physical Therapy

2011-02-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

Today was the first of many physical therapy sessions for Max and Ivanna. I found a fabulous therapist that comes to our home. This is ideal when you home school five children and are super busy with day to day "home stuff". I liked her right off the bat when she was able to really explain to me her thoughts on why Max walks stiffly and has an odd shaped hip region. Her theory is that he has learned to walk in a way that uses a form of projecting out his hips - this makes the inner leg work more than the rear. Thus, this is why his tush is non existent and his legs are super strong. If you watch him walk, this does seem to be the case. He walks sort of like an old man, with his hips pushed forward. Hard to explain, but I am excited to have someone who "sees it" too. She could also tell by his range of motion that perhaps some of his ligaments within his hip are shortened due to non-use. So, we are working on hyper extension exercises now and some others as well. She seems to have a real heart for kiddos with Ds - and Ivanna is always smiling and tugging at her - so that is great. Once Justus ages out of the Early Intervention program, she will also do his therapy sessions.

Ivanna surprised both the therapist and myself today when she did some movements that we did not expect her to be able to. So, that is very promising. Let's just say - that girl will probably be walking pretty soon. I really stand in awe of her at times, and then when I ponder it all - it really is an awe that reflects the mighty things my Saviour is doing for Ivanna - and strengthening my faith along the way.

Remember - this is a girl who has lived for FIVE years in a crib. Seriously. She went from her sleeping crib - only to a bigger play pen type crib in the groupa's central room. Not a lot of stimulation. The fact that she is taking steps - is miraculous.

So, I have had three different health care providers now mention to me that based solely on Max's appearance they think that he is Mosaic Down syndrome. What is Mosaic? Well, there are three different types of Down syndrome. Trisomy 21 (the most common - and what Justus was born with), Translocation (hereditary), and Mosaic (the higher functioning). Why is Mosaic higher functioning? Well, the extra chromosome pattern is scattered throughout the body - not affecting every cell like what you see with Trisomy 21 and Translocation. This type of cell pattern usually means that the affects of Ds is lessened or not as severe as can be in some cases.

What does that mean to me? Well, haven't really thought about it much. Should it mean something? Does it mean I should be doing something differently than I already am? I would have to have a blood test to determine what type of Ds Max has - and I HATE, HATE blood tests on my babies. So ... I'm thinking I'll just pass. What do you think?

Besides, whatever Ds Max has - it's absolutely perfect!

Ivanna is lovin' the vacuum cleaner.

So ... I know I promised picture overload, but I haven't had a whole lot of time to take pictures. (shocking, yes - I know)
So - I promise - the camera comes out of hiding tomorrow! ;)

Therapy and More Therapy ...

2011-02-17T07:53:00.000-08:00

I think it was last week when we finally had Max's true swallow test. We went to the local children's hospital to have it done by a speech therapist and radiologist. They had me bring a very hungry little Max and some different bottles, cups, liquids, and solids to test his swallowing technique and ability. They sat Max in a chair and had me feed these different items (which had been mixed with barium) to him as this machine shot moving pictures of his airway, etc. Wow! I was so thankful for the procedure being done. It showed us that Max aspirates (chokes as it goes into his airway) on any liquid that is not the thickness of honey. So, now Max is on a "honey thickness" diet for six months and then we will re-do procedure to see if being in his new home, doing new therapies will help his swallow technique develop. If not, it's off to a specialist. I almost wish we could just skip the six month "wait and see" period and skip right to the specialist. My concern is that he will dehydrate from NO liquids. Just praying his ability to swallow improves. Could it be his tongue thrust? Oh, and he is not allowed to use a cup - only bottles with a criss-cross cut in the nipple. When Max uses a cup, he really aspirates.

We also have a wonderful physical therapist who is willing to come to the home for Max and Ivanna. She seems so knowledgeable and kind that I really am excited to see how both children progress with her instruction. She already has given me some wonderful ideas to help Max, who has a stiff sort of walk. Remember me mentioning his hips? Well, she has some great ideas as to how to help him lengthen those ligaments which probably have shortened from improper use. YaY! Once Justus ages out of his program at age three, then she will do all three children with Ds here in the home. A HUGE blessing for sure! Between homeschooling, medical appointments, piano, church, etc. things get busy here. Anything I can do here at home is a great big benefit.

I also have a friend who is a nurse that mentioned to me at church that she thought Ivanna might have thrush. I had suspected something, because Ivanna would wake up every morning with terrible encrusted lips and sort of white spittle at the sides of her mouth. Her tongue looked burnt and her taste buds were raised. I had some medication for that because interestingly enough Justus also had thrush when we returned from overseas with him. Could he have gotten it from the orphanage? Anyhow, I have been treating her and viola! ... no more lip crusties. However, now I see little red spots on her tongue. Maybe it is healing too. Time will tell.

I also ordered glasses for Max and Ivanna and am SUPER excited! I think it will be so cute to have them in glasses. Plus ... they get to SEE! Imagine that! Can't wait to see how this helps them develop better. Ivanna's strabismus seems to be doing ALOT better by patching the one eye. She actually will look at something with both eyes. **We ordered from Specs4Us and let me just say ... THEY ARE AWESOME to work with. Go check it out: here. Glasses specially made for those extra special little ones.

Speaking of Ivanna's eyes, I have noticed that she has a REALLY hard time looking AT someone with straight on eye contact. I know she can do it. I know that she can see. But often times she will turn her head to the side and swat at her subject from the side. I do catch her looking at stuff, but when it comes to people - it's the turn the head routine. Thoughts?

Oh ... and our friend ... H.Pylori ... is a little stinker. Literally. We re-tested and Ivanna is now negative (praise the LORD) but Max is positive. So ... now we have a referral for a GI specialist. By the way ... Gretchen ... if your reading this - I'm interested to know how things went?

So ... that is life lately ... lot's of appointments ... therapists ... speech evaluations .... and hopefully in the end things will settle and we will have more answers.

**hmmmmm ... blogger is acting up .... so no pictures. Will picture overload in next post.

Change

2011-02-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

There has been a bit of a debate recently.

Do you stand up and cry "fowl" on behalf of the special needs orphans abroad - given the conditions of which they live - in hopes that change will result, or do you not; in a cautious effort to avoid closure of that country? Good debate. A few decades ago America herself was guilty of much of the same atrocities that we can point the finger to internationally. For instance, many who gave birth to children with special needs or deformities were heavily encouraged to place that infant in an institution because the burden of raising that child would be entirely too much for the family to endure. In some states, it was even passed into law - making institutionalization ... mandatory. Yuck. My heart breaks even typing those words out. Through widespread grass root efforts - that line of thinking eventually started to fade, and slowly started to give way to parents who chose to care for their special needs children - thus realizing the absolute blessings that they are.

Should we be surprised that much of the same western practices forty years ago are plaguing other countries? We should not. Should the fan of change be flamed through social networking, journalism and just plain shedding the light on the plight of these orphans by crying from the mountain tops, thus resulting in the embarrassment of the offending country - propelling them to change? Well, this is where it gets sticky. There is a very real risk. We have seen it before. A country is labeled as behaving badly and treating their most vulnerable in deplorable fashion

. . .and . . .

they close down .... for good. Children awaiting forever families - lost forever. No voice. No hope.

What is our motive? Is our motive for social change, and care of the orphan through pointed fingers and accusations, or is it one of displaying a testimony of love for their unwanted children through the very powerful act of adoption? It's a cliche' saying, but so true ... actions speak louder than words. The act of love ... charity ... is a testimony of so much more than desiring to rescue a child from a life sentence of being bedridden. It can confound those who "see" your adoption journey play out. They want to know ... why? Why would you do this? What is your reason? Once they know that this is a higher calling, one given by Christ Himself - a seed is planted.

My desire is that a country could acquire the hope of the gospel, thus inheriting all the principles that come along with faith. Namely, the sanctity of life, and thus lies the REAL CHANGE. While shouting from the rooftops now could potentially result in fast social change due to embarrassment or even realization of their error - it also carries the real danger of closure. If a people could be reached for Christ - their motivation for abandoning these children diminishes exponentially. Perhaps families would realize their child is not such a burden, but a gift. Perhaps those who work in the institutions could look upon a child ridden with bed sores and skinny from improper nutrition - and be MOVED with compassion. Perhaps the ROOT of the problem would finally be reached.

While there were changes in America with the movement to end institutionalization of the special needs child - another movement snuck in. That of termination. Now, statistics like 90% of children suspected prenatally of having Down syndrome being aborted, ring true.

So yes, change came - and on many levels - great change. However, I can't help but to think if the motive for America's change had been different - could the outcome have been even greater?

I don't know for sure.

I do know that the POWER of Christ is MIGHTY.

Mighty to change . . . .

. . . yes, even nations.

So while we debate this, let's remember that there is a very real danger in acting hastily by pointing fingers and drawing much attention. This is not a knee jerk reaction to fear, but one of caution, respect and acknowledging that there are families and children in the mix. Both parties waiting to be united. There is a bigger picture. I do not want my actions or words that I speak today to harm the next family's hopes of adoption tomorrow.

Max's Birthday

2011-02-07T23:47:00.000-08:00

Balloons! A HUGE HIT!

Okay ... see Max, there's this game we play here in America. You fill a box up with candy and then beat it with a baseball bat. When the candy falls out, you scramble and rummage through wet slimy grass for some treats! Fun, eh?

"Huh? ... Crazy Americans!"

Max's first pinata!

He was happy with one little toy.

Max's first cupcake and candle!

YUM!

He takes over the feeding.

A gift all the way from OHIO! THANK YOU Marks Family!

Saturday was Max's sixth birthday. It really is hard to think of him as six years old, because he is so tiny to me. We had just family and a couple of friends over to help Max celebrate his first birthday with us! On a child's birthday I typically think back to when they were born and retell the story to the child. With Max, I started the day just thinking about his biological mother still in Eastern Europe. I tried to think of what might be running through her mind this day. How she must be feeling. Does she know Max was adopted? If she does, is there comfort? Max was actually taken to the orphanage when he was over a year old. His mother could no longer care for him and so began his five years within the orphanage. I can only imagine that his mother loved him very much. I can't fathom how she felt as she walked away with her baby left behind in the baby house. Yet, there are no records of her ever coming back for a visit. Did it hurt too much to visit? Did she know what fate Max faced in the orphanage system? Either way, I can only assume that she did what she thought best. She must have loved him very much. How can you not love your child who has been living with you for nearly a year and a half? I'm thankful to her for giving us such a beautiful boy. I mourn for her as I can only think of what she must feel on this day. A day that is meant for celebrating must bring a painful reminder back to her. I sincerely pray that she seeks peace in Christ.

I also thought about how very special this particular birthday was. Max turned six. The age limit in his old orphanage is six years old. Once a child turns six, they are taken to a mental institution to live. Not something to be celebrated. Yet, this birthday - there was no longer that fear. There was just reason to party ... to celebrate this beautiful boy ~ beautiful life!

Max had many firsts on his sixth birthday. His first cupcake, first birthday candles, first birthday song sung by friends and family, first pinata, and first birthday presents meant solely for him. That's alot of firsts for a six year old! ;)

I just love this little boy. I really, truly do. I look into his eyes, and I just smile. I feel giddy inside. He's my sweet baby boy. I hold his head in my palm and put my lips to his ears so he can hear me say "I love you" over and over again. I'm tellin' ya... I love him ... a bunch!

So ... Max ... Happy Sixth Birthday (a little late) and thank you for your sweet giggles, sparkly eyes, open mouthed kisses and arms that wrap around my neck. You mean so much to me, son. I love you ... I love you ... I love you ...

She's A Walkin' ...

2011-02-02T16:40:00.000-08:00

.... sort of ...

Today I got Ivanna ready for church first, and did her hair in pigtails. Seeing how absolutely cute she was, I decided to get the camera out. I stood her up against the cabinet, and lo and behold ... she decided to walk to me. I was able to get some of it on camera. I was able to get a video using my phone later - and uploaded that to Facebook.

Ivanna is smiling from the applaud and praise for doing a good job in walking! She LIGHTS up when we praise her. Chloe is such a proud sister!!!

This was taken a few days ago. These "Sing-a-ma-jigs" are a household HIT! They sing in harmony with one another and sing one note at a time. Max loves to line them up and take turns hitting their bellies and making them sing.

Love the concentration

Two Months

2011-02-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken about a month ago at the Hartman's home. The Hartman's are a great family and are so excited about adopting Brady! We had a GREAT time of fellowship.

Well, tomorrow marks two months since Max and Ivanna landed on U.S. soil. Two months. Wow. It seems just like yesterday, and like a lifetime ago - all wrapped up into one. There are good days, and then there are the not so good days.

I would be lying to you if I tried to present things as if there were never a hiccup. It is ridiculous a notion to think you can take two children with special needs who have been raised (and partly neglected) in an institutional type setting, place them smack dab into a family with six children and call it flawless. There are things. Things that the rest of the family have to adjust to and things that Max and Ivanna are learning as well.

For me, I think that the biggest challenge has not come in the form of having EIGHT children, but having what many could consider three babies in diapers and needing a little more hands on care than typical.

Ivanna is super needy when it comes to meal times. When we first brought her home, she refused to hold her own bottle. I literally had to put the bottle in her hands, wrap her hands around it and hold them there myself as she tried to wiggle away. Praise God that Ivanna learned fast, and now holds her own bottle. We feed her a bottle three times a day with rice cereal mixed in it. We also feed her mashed up/blended up food or baby foods for her meals. She will not/cannot feed herself. She also packs food away in her throat and will allow you to continue to shovel the food in, while she isn't really swallowing the rest. This is something we learned the hard way, after a few scary choking episodes. We now pace her. All of this work is paying off. She was 20 pounds when she came home. She didn't even register above 1% on the Down syndrome growth chart for a five year old girl. She was VERY malnourished. Now Ivanna is right around 27lbs. (not entirely sure, but she will be weighed on Thursday). That is amazing.

As Ivanna is coming to life before our eyes, she is doing new things. She is finding her voice. We never heard her utter much at the orphanage, but now she is - what Phillip calls - cooing. Except, this isn't what many would describe as cooing. Sometimes it sounds like shrieks, sometimes it is like moaning here and there - and other times she is laughing and giggling at who knows what. There have been new sounds recently too - almost like babbling. Ivanna is also scooting around in her walker like crazy, and has mastered climbing out of it to get back on the floor. Sometimes Ivanna drags her baby around with her - pushing and pulling her along on the floor as she crawls from room to room. Her eyes seem to focus better on things. We have been patching one eye to strengthen the other. All in all, she is doing fantastic. I do sometimes think that she is showing some institutional autistic behaviors. However, I am no expert in the matter - and don't really know for sure. She seems to have a hard time remaining still, and there are other things as well - but really not a big deal.

There is just something about Ivanna. She is such a strong little girl, with a survivor's spirit. Yet, tender and loving it when I take my hand and caress her cheek. I marvel at her sometimes. She is such a beautiful little girl, with big eyes and long lashes and full lips. Her hair is growing out and now I can put it in little pigtails. She was a diamond in the rough awaiting in the orphanage.

Then there is Max. He is a constant giggle machine. Max was doing well when he first came home and so there isn't a HUGE noticeable difference in behavior or health, but there are a few. When he first came home, we learned quickly that we could not just put food in front of him - he would shovel it down FAST, without swallowing. That freaked both of us out. So, we started feeding him and pacing him. First it was primarily baby food, because he also did not swallow. However, over the last two months I can now give him crackers, cheerios, and other small items and he does just fine. I also set his plate down now and let him feed himself. Max would also grab cups/food off the counters like mad when he first got here and lunge at anybody else's plate. He doesn't do that any longer. His reflux was horrid, and we still fight that - but not to the degree it was. The one thing that has not changed is his choking when he drinks liquid. I HATE listening to his drinking. He coughs and sort of chokes it down. He has a swallow study next week to determine what the problem might be. Max has also gained a few pounds since being home. There are a few things that concern me. One is that he is NOT verbal at all. He will cry if hurt, or sort of moan if you pick at him - and he definitely giggles and laughs, but no speech pattern ... at all. He also has a weird protruding hip thing going on. Makes him walk a little stiff, and I wonder if I should be concerned??? The finger sucking is getting better. He still does it, but usually when bored or sleepy. Max has been giving kisses and will pat my back and snuggle into my neck for cuddles. He is a doll.

To say that the Browning home is busy ... is an understatement. As I said before, there are good days, and bad days. (and sometimes just bad weeks - like last week with the stomach flu ... blech!) Having Max and Ivanna home is teaching me alot ... about me. Patience. That is one thing I am learning. There is alot more. I'm far from perfect, and so I have to bow my knee and ask for forgiveness and wisdom quite frequently from the only One who is: Christ.

As always, we appreciate you coming along with us on this continued journey. I will continue to try and post Max and Ivanna's progression and adjustments.

Two months down ... a lifetime to go ...

In Memory

2011-01-28T10:39:00.000-08:00

I awoke this morning to a bit of craziness in my home. We have been battling the stomach flu and so far six out of eight children have fallen victim to it's unmerciful grips. I won't lie - it's during times like this that you can feel a bit overwhelmed and discouraged at the mounds of laundry piling up and dirty dishes in your sink. But God has a way of smiting the hearts of those He loves in a very sobering fashion.

After I cleaned up after Ivanna's tummy flu episode this morning and grabbed my cup of coffee, I hopped on Facebook real quick and discovered some tragic news.

Little Sandra listed with Reece's Rainbow had passed. She has lived in orphanage 31 all her life and as you can see from her beautiful almond eyes, was blessed by that 'extra leaf'. She was in the same country as my Max and Ivanna. She is beautiful. My heart grieves for the loss, for the the fact that she died without ever knowing a family.

Some may question my grief when I didn't even know her. Well, I look at her image on my screen and I see my very own Justus, Max and Ivanna. Then I see the rest of my children in her. You see, it isn't necessary to "know" someone to feel the burden that God can give. It simply requires looking past our desire to be comfortable and look within and apply the plight of the orphan in a very real way - imagine your own children in the same environment. Having compassion can be the source of action - and can be the burden that God has given.

God can also give peace. He does so liberally. All that is needed is faith in Him. To believe in God as Saviour of the world and place your trust, your actions, your very life - to Him.

Yes, little Sandra is gone. Yes, tragic is the loss. Tragic is the fact that she had no family. Comforting is the fact that she rests in the arms of our Saviour for eternity.

.... and even as I write this ...

My whole household is in uproar, applauding and cheering. Because Ivanna just stood on her own, and walked to my oldest son.

... weeping ...

Thank you Lord, for this wonderful opportunity to share in the blessing of seeing you redeem these children, Max and Ivanna.

Let's remember Sandra in the best way we can: by advocating for the orphan - and sharing the good news of the gospel. God will supply the blessing if we simply step out on faith ...

Good Stuff

2011-01-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

One night after dinner, Phillip put some whipped cream on Max's highchair. Max loved it!

As of late we have been up to much of the same. Finding our "new normal". Max and Ivanna continue to adjust just fine. Both are gaining weight and seem to be content in their home. Max knows right where his favorite toys are (sing-a-ma-jigs). Ivanna is scooting EVERYWHERE in her little walker. She can even scoot up to the couch now, tip the walker just so, and crawl out of it onto the couch! She's a smart little cookie! She also seems to be outgrowing the bottle just a bit and replacing that desire with that of just FOOD. She loves to eat. She also has been taking more steps ~ which just blows my socks off. When I think that she could still be wasting away in a crib half way around the world, I just find myself so grateful, and amazed that my little adventurous and full of life Ivanna, could ever be that little girl left to her bed, without value. It also sobers me to the ones who are still there ~ needing families, needing to be loved.

Max turns six in just a week and a half. I can't believe it. His FIRST birthday with his family. What are we going to do? Good question. Probably keep it low key with a few presents, food and friends. Oh ... and LOT'S of pictures!

Justus starts up again with his physical and occupational therapy since going out of country. I am looking forward to his therapist meeting the newest littles, as she has some ideas for other private therapists that come to your home as well. That would be so nice to be able to have all three children's sessions done at once.

We hope to go eye glass shopping for Max and Ivanna next week. We were told of a place that you can purchase two sets of glasses for just over sixty dollars. Sounds great. We want to check it out.

We have been battling the stomach flu this week ... no fun. Oi - the laundry! So, that has made getting this auction stuff wrapped up ... interesting. I apologize for any delay in communication. Just been a little crazy this week. I appreciate your patience.

Auction

2011-01-24T13:42:00.000-08:00

Just wanted to write a quick note and let you all know that we are working on shipping/delivering and arranging for your items that you won to get to you. I have been a tad busy the last several days (I know ... hard to believe - lol). I apologize for what might seem like a delay or no communication. Slowly working on trying to get emails out ~ but will need to do the bulk of that tonight. I am combing shipment of Facebook mini auctions and this auction together to be more economical.

Again - thank you to all for your participation, and understanding! Have a blessed day!!!!!

*oh ... and before I forget - cruise on over to our FB wall to see a little video a friend uploaded of Ivanna taking steps without holding on to anything! ~ I will try and upload that video to this blog later.

Auction Results

2011-01-21T14:42:00.000-08:00

First, I want to thank each and every one of you who participated in this auction. The people who donated their time, talents and energy is humbling. Some of you - I have never met, nor will we probably ever meet - as many of you live throughout the nation. Yet, you saw a need and came forward and ASKED if YOU could help/donate. Wow! THANK YOU! To those who were involved by bidding - I also want to extend a very heartfelt thank you. Having items available means nothing if no one comes forward to purchase them. I know you could have spent your money in different types of ways, but it is your spirit of GIVING for BRIAN that has been the blessing. Finally, I want to thank those who maybe were not able to give donations or bid, but you PRAYED for provision - a BIG thank you!

NOW for the good stuff:

My personal prayer with this auction was that the Burger family would be able to raise the amount needed to pay for the USCIS fees ... $720.00. This is crucial in that this process takes FOREVER typically and it needs to be started like yesterday! ;) I am ELATED to report that the grand total of this auction ... is ... $$745.00!!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! WOOT WOOT! Okay ... I'm done now... :)

So ... here are the list of names that have won items. Please be sure to go to the Burger's blog:

http://missyb-itsawonderfullife.blogspot.com/

and pay by using the red chip in please (not the other one - this will make the funds available immediately for the Burgers so they can use the money to pay USCIS) Be sure to leave your address and name as well as what item you paid for in the comment field. THANK YOU!

Flower Hair pretties: M. Lacombe $20
Apron: Teresa Simpson $20
Scentsy Warmer: J. Broxton $16
Child Skirt: C. Browning $20
"The Open Door": K. Long $17
Guitar Strap: A. Brown $10
Tile Necklace: Melissa M. $20
Wipe Container: April Miller $10
Happy Hartman Birdhouse: Nancy $15
Valentine Korkers: C. Casaus $20
Ceramic Quote Tile: Kristy Howard $20
Smokey Quartz Pendant: Erin Riddle $5
Fossil Purse: Elizabeth $15
Pampered Chef Oval Baker: Teresa Simpson $25
Silver Pendant: Sherry Noland $30
Wedgwood Frame: Erin Riddle $5
Maternity Skirt: J. Bodin $20
Jones NY Purse: Maribeth $20
Tan Hooded Towel: Amy Dolloff $20
Turquoise Hooded Towel: Sherry Noland $30
Boathouse Stay: Vi Abing $150
'An Extra Leaf' Canvas: A. Hand $20
Baby Booties: Holly Hilson $15
Long Ds Korker Pretties: Katie $6
Matryoshka Doll: Lisa Peele $65
Owl Lovey: Katie $12
Pink/Brown Hat: A. Hand $10
Baby Blanket: Nicole $20
Spring Pretties: C.Casaus $20
Beach Glass: A. Newcomb $25
Lasagna: C. Browning $15
Small Ds Korker pretties: Maribeth $10
Sense & Sensibility Pattern: Katie $8
Magnetix Set: J. Broxton $11

*** If you won multiple items, please add them up and go here:

http://missyb-itsawonderfullife.blogspot.com/

Use the red chip in to pay for your item. THANK YOU!

If you have any questions, please use the 'contact us' button located at the top of this page.

Six Weeks

2011-01-16T00:47:00.000-08:00

The pictures on the left were taken while still in the orphanage approximately seven weeks ago. This picture on the right was taken just a couple of days ago, playing with Justus and Daddy - at six weeks home. Six weeks. That's it. A difference already. A big difference for our little Ivanna. Six weeks - and six pounds later, she is thriving. She is learning how to walk in the walker, smile more, touch and actually hold objects/toys and "play" with them, enjoy baths, eat more than just a liquid, hold her own bottle, use her voice ... and cuddle. Six weeks and she is learning how to be a child. Not bound to a crib or banished to one room. Ivanna was five years old and weighed twenty pounds when we brought her home. Today she weighs over twenty-six pounds. Astounding. AMAZING! Praise GOD! There may be some who would wonder what difference one adoption can make, when there is a staggering amount of orphans in the world. For Ivanna - the difference was LIFE! Learning to live is what this little girl is all about right now. However, the learning doesn't just stop there. I am learning right along with her, in new ways and some old - in the form of reminders. Am I busy? Yes. Am I overwhelmed at times? Yes. Would I do it all over again? YES! I am thankful for the blessing of having both Ivanna and Max in our family.

Six weeks. To some, not even a noteworthy amount of time. For Ivanna - it has meant a whole new world.

A difference? Yes ... one child ... one life ... one soul ...

... at a time.

*Please remember the auction to benefit the Burger family who are adopting Brian*

We can help Brian know what it is to have a family too.

~ See post below for details ~

Brian's Auction

2011-01-13T12:43:00.000-08:00

This auction is now up and running. This auction is to benefit the Burger family, who have stepped out on faith to adopt little Brian - the little boy you see on my sidebar. I am praying that the funds generated from this auction will be enough to pay for the USCIS fees. This auction will last for one week, ending on January 20th at midnight pacific time.

At auction end I will give directions for payment.

Please be sure to click on "older posts" for items on the other pages.

Each item has it's own comment field - to post a bid, use the comment section. Be sure to leave your name and contact info if you are not already registered with Blogger.

There are more items waiting to be uploaded and posted, so please check back often.

If you have any questions, please use the "contact us" button at the top of this page. I will try and have ALL available items uploaded by the end of the day today (Thursday, January 13th)

Thank you to all those who have donated and will participate in bidding.

*P.S. ~ Since this is benefitting someone else - I get to participate in bidding too! So excited to have fun in bidding along with all of you!*

LET'S BRING BRIAN HOME!!!!!

Flower Hair Pretties

2011-01-13T12:42:00.000-08:00

Red Pretties with sparkly center

Lavendar Pretties with White Dots and sparkly middle

Yellow Daisies with sparkly center

Super Fun - Super Funkey animal print flower with matching sparkly middle. These are so cute!

This post is for a lot of flower hair pretties made with single prong alligator clips. Anyone who knows me, knows that I LOVE HAIR PRETTIES! The more ... the better. The bigger ... the better. The blingier (is that a word?) ... the better!!!

Spindlenique Boutique Skirt

2011-01-13T12:41:00.000-08:00

This is a hand crafted skirt by Amanda Hand, owner of Spindlenique Boutique. If you know her work - you know just how talented my sweet friend of nearly twelve years really is. I love her and how she has such a heart to be a blessing to so many. I also love her skirts ;)

These skirts are PERFECT for just everyday. If I could - I would live in these skirts. I have two, and wear them all the time. Super cute with flip flops and T-shirt. Seriously ... cute stuff!

This is a size 6 skirt made from Gap blue jeans. From waist to hem it measures approx. 21".

Amanda does have an etsy shop called Spindlenique Boutique.

*** Amanda shipped me oodles of these types of skirts from her inventory. So, I will be uploading some of them here, but more on my FB wall. All proceeds of both auctions go to the Burger family. ***

If you are not "friends" with me already here is our FB name: PhillipCharrissa Browning

I will probably be posting them later tonight or tomorrow.

Apron

2011-01-13T12:40:00.000-08:00

~ by Nancy of Busy Bee Handmade on Etsy ~

This apron is ADORABLE!!! I'm lovin' it's whimsical feel and I think if I put this apron on it would make my kitchen creations taste even better! ;)

This apron measures as follows:
waist: 22"
length: 22.5"
ties each: 44"

Don't you love it? If so, you can visit Nancy's store for more shopping possibilities. Her store is on Etsy as Busy Bee Handmade.

This apron is reversible in new coordinating fabrics and adorable either way. Side A is made of pink and chocolate brown posies accented with light green dotted quilter’s cotton at the hem, waist and pocket. The pocket is also accented with pink grosgrain ribbon.

Side B is made of coordinating fabric in pink with jumbo dots in darker pink, green and chocolate brown. It’s accented with the same light green dotted fabric as Side A at the hem and waist with additional waist accent of the pink grosgrain ribbon.

Scentsy Warmer

2011-01-13T12:38:00.000-08:00

Donated by Brittany Hughes

You will receive one mid sized warmer with three bars of your choice. Upon winning you can go to brittanyhughes.scentsy.us/home to pick out your item. The order will then be placed and shipped to you.

Spindlenique Boutique Child skirt

2011-01-13T12:32:00.000-08:00

This is a Spindlenique Boutique children's skirt created by Amanda Hand. This is made from Old Navy jeans that are a size 6. The skirt from waist to hem is approx. 26" long. This is a seriously cute skirt. I love the detail on the back pockets and around the front pockets.

As I have said before - these skirts are adorable. This is a long skirt, so that makes it very versatile. You could have your little girl wear it with boots and sweater for colder weather, or put flip-flops and T-shirt on during Summer.

Amanda also has an etsy shop showcasing her boutique fashion sense. It is Spindlenique Boutique on Etsy.

*ok ... this is sideways ... tried to fix it, but ... *sigh* it won't correct itself. sorry!!!

~~~~ also, Amanda sent quite a nice collection of skirts from her inventory, a few I will upload to this auction, but others I will put on FB in a mini auction. Both benefit the Burger family. If you are not friends with us on FB already, you can locate us at PhillipCharrissa Browning. The rest of the skirts should be uploaded there by tomorrow evening.

'The Open Door'

2011-01-13T12:31:00.000-08:00

This post is for one new copy of 'The Open Door' by J.L. Ragsdale.

This is not a polished, literary work, but rather the very heartbeat of soldiers of Christ out in the battlefield of life-right here in the heart of America. It is a true story of a couple who left their well-to-do California home to establish The Open Door Children's Home and received life's richest reward, that of loving and protecting those who are closest to the heart of God-the children. You'll find yourself struggling to hold back the tears.

This contains 192 pages and is published by Lamplighter Publishing.

This story has IMPACTED our family in a mighty way. We read it as a family for family devotions, and the story paired with the pictures included within it's pages affected every one of us. This is a story worthy of your time - and worthy to be passed down to your children.

Leather Guitar Strap

2011-01-13T12:30:00.000-08:00

Handcrafted leather guitar strap with purple and green flowers throughout.

This would make a perfect gift for that musician in your life!

Hand tooled and painted by Abby Whitaker.

Wipe Container

2011-01-13T12:29:00.000-08:00

Container decorated by Jenn Abell

This is a travel sized baby wipe container covered and made to look pretty by Jenn Abell. What an improvement on the common wipe container! You will receive wipe container pictured.

Sarah's Treasure Box Necklace

2011-01-13T12:28:00.000-08:00

This is a very special piece of jewelry being offered. This is a tile oval shaped pendant attached to a green ribbon and rope with clasp. This necklace is made by Sarah's Treasure Box. This designer has a heart for orphans and continually does fundraisers using her jewelry as a means to help adopting parents raise funds.

This would look great either dressed up, or down. I love fun and funky pieces of jewelry or accessories to put with clothing.

Back of pendant

How this will be packaged

Happy Hartman Birdhouses

2011-01-13T12:25:00.000-08:00

Remember this little sweet face? Well, if not - let me remind you. This is Brady. I posted about Brady a couple of times. He was actually in the same orphanage as little Brian (whom the auction is for). However, little Brady was transferred to an institution this summer when he was just 5 1/2 years old. He was placed in a very remote institution with very little hope of ever being adopted and loved.

The Hartman family have stepped out on faith to adopt and rescue little Brady. I ask that you pray for them. You can also visit their blog:

http://happyhartmanfarm.blogspot.com/

The Hartman's have donated these birdhouses to help bring little Brian home. Upon winning you can choose one birdhouse from the pictures provided.

These birdhouses have been made from reclaimed siding and barbed wire and painted by twelve year old Lanie, who is looking forward to bringing her own little brother home from Eastern Europe.

We had the opportunity to visit the "Happy Hartman Farm" and it was such a blessing. What a joy it will be when all three families, us, the Hartman's and the Burgers can come together with our children and rejoice in what the Lord has accomplished through the gift of adoption and Down syndrome!

Valentine's Korkers

2011-01-13T12:17:00.000-08:00

Created by Malissa Farmer

These are a set of smaller (approx. 3" diameter) korkers done especially for Valentine's Day. However, you could use them whenever - they are so cute and have been affixed to french clips.

Handcrafted Ceramic Plaque

2011-01-13T12:12:00.000-08:00

This is for one hand crafted custom quote ceramic plaque by Katie Richards. She makes the sweetest items right from her back porch. You will be able to put in your order for your own plaque, but please give her time to complete the order as it is all hand done. (love that)

Katie has had such a heart for my own little Ivanna and I am so blessed that before we even knew of Ivanna, Katie was praying for her (among many I am sure).

You can visit Katie's etsy store:

http://www.etsy.com/shop/whereisthumbkin

Smokey Quartz Pendant

2011-01-13T12:10:00.000-08:00

New silver pendant. I *think* it is smokey quartz. Beautiful piece.

Fossil Handbag

2011-01-13T12:08:00.000-08:00

New with tags. Fossil handbag measures about 7" by 9". Perfect for tucking away just a few essentials.

Pampered Chef Oval Baker

2011-01-13T12:05:00.000-08:00

New with receipt and nylon scrapers included. Original price $32.25
~ local pick up/delivery only due to weight of item~

Silver Pendant

2011-01-13T12:02:00.000-08:00

Pendant is designed by Carolyn Pollack, made in the southwest USA. Called a "teardrop sunrise inlaid pendant" with the bail it is 1 7/8" by 7/8"

Made with the following real stones:

Green variscite

Blue turquoise

Pink Coral

Pink Rhodonite

Picture Jasper

*Appears like earth tones, the pink is not very noticeable

Wedgwood frame

2011-01-13T11:59:00.000-08:00

This is a new frame by Wedgwood (England) and measures 2 1/2" by 3" for display of photo. It has a blue velvet backing and can stand on tabletop. Very elegant, and perfect for that shabby chic look. Just perfect for that birthday or anniversary gift.

Spindlenique Boutique Maternity Skirt

2011-01-13T11:57:00.000-08:00

Spindlenique Boutique denim maternity skirt. Made by Amanda Hand from Old Navy Maternity size Medium stretch blue jeans. Who says you can't look cute while expecting?

This skirt measures from waist to hem nearly 26".

These skirts are SUPER comfy and SUPER cute!

~~ I have several skirts that Amanda sent. Some are uploaded to this auction and others will be uploaded to my FB wall for a mini auction. Both will benefit the Burger family.

Jones New York handbag

2011-01-13T11:56:00.000-08:00

This small handbag is perfect for the essentials. It measures approx. 7" by 9" and is new with tags. It is by Jones New York and is the Berkeley style. It is made with material that is easy to wipe and keep clean.

Photography

2011-01-13T11:55:00.000-08:00

Daniel Simpson has offered a one hour photo session which includes images on a CD for your convenience. Session needs to be in Kitsap County.

** Just wanted to add**

Daniel is learning, and I don't think this detracts from the auction post - but rather adds to it. You have the opportunity to get great pictures, help Brian's family and help Daniel improve his photography skills.

Thank you Daniel for your willing heart and servant's spirit.

Tan Hooded Towel

2011-01-13T11:50:00.000-08:00

Max is wrapped up in cuddly soft goodness in this picture! Brian's soon to be mommy made this hooded towel. This is not like your typical baby hooded towels you find in the stores. This is made from a full sized bath towel - and so offers maximum coverage and warmth.

This towel is new and I promise no oatmeal goobers were affixed to towel during modeling session! ;)

Holiday Clips

2011-01-13T11:48:00.000-08:00

Created and donated by Lacey Rugg

These little clips were made by Lacey Rugg - she and her family adopted little Arina from the very same orphanage Max and Ivanna are from. She also has a son named Jaxson who also has Ds too. We had the blessing of meeting Arina and Mr. Rugg at the orphanage. What a treat!

You can get to know the Rugg family better at their blog:

http://www.jaxsonsfight.blogspot.com/

Turquoise Hooded Towel

2011-01-13T11:15:00.000-08:00

Here - our very well trained model is showcasing a turquoise or aqua marine hooded towel. This towel was made by Brian's soon to be Mommy, Sheri Burger. It was made with a full size bath towel, and offers maximum warmth and coverage -not like those hooded towels you buy in the store. Very cute - and very snuggly! Max makes a

nice cuddly package - wouldn't you say?

Boathouse Stay

2011-01-13T11:12:00.001-08:00

Boathouse Stay

3 days and 2 nights

donated by Kris and Donna McGaughey

Located here in Port Orchard Washington, this boathouse is right near the water overlooking Mt. Rainier, Seattle, and Blake Island.

There is a full kitchen, bath and queen size bed with sleeper sofa.

Imagine getting away from it all, without the hassles of actually getting away. Here, you have the sounds, smells of the beach while you sip hot tea or coffee nestled near the wood stove and watching a movie on the flat screen television. Yes, it really is that awewsome!

Kris and Donna have once again offered the boathouse in an effort to help bring one other little blessing home. I can't imagine what this type of vacation might cost. You have the option of using this now, or waiting for brighter sunnier days ahead. You and the McGaughey's can work out the details.

There are also BBQ's located outside for your enjoyment.

White sandy beach to dig your toes in and enjoy some s'mores on the firepit.

Outside view of the Boathouse.

Ahhhh ... just imagine the possibilities.

Please be advised that there are many steep steps down to the boathouse.

The highest bidder will receive the opportunity for a 3 day and 2 night stay.

An Extra Leaf Canvas

2011-01-13T11:02:00.000-08:00

Creator: Lu at Poppies Blooming

Lu designed this website for us in an effort to help us with getting awareness out about our own adoption and fundraise. It is beautiful. Well, Lu does this for many of the families adopting through Reece's Rainbow, she just has a beautiful heart. We have taken to calling her "Sweet Lu". Anyhow, she also gave us two canvases with the poem 'An Extra Leaf' that I wrote on it. It is beautiful and would make a great framed gift to someone who is apart of the Ds community, or perhaps you would like it yourself?

It is unframed and measures: approx. 11.5"heighth x 17" width

Please feel free to visit Lu's website full of design services.

http://www.poppiesblooming.co.uk/

Embroidered Baby Booties

2011-01-13T11:01:00.000-08:00

This is for one pair of baby booties like these pictured below in the color of your choice.

~ Baby Booties by Erin Riddle ~

The booties will be made to your color choice. You can also choose the infant shoe size as well as having them made for a little girl or boy (with embroidery to match either).
It is always a challenge to keep little sweet feet warm while also trying to master keeping socks and shoes on those wiggly toes. This is a PERFECT solution to that problem - super cute and comfy baby booties that stay on the feet much better than just socks, but are not as constricting as conventional shoes! Makes a PERFECT baby shower gift!